I'll See You Around is the Saddest Line

"I'll see you around is the saddest line."

I wont be able to log in for the next few nights because i will get myself wasted after the finals. Im in the library, a few minutes before my last exam in law school and i feel so sad. Uhmm, distracted. I've been thinking of what's happening and quite frankly my dear, I DO GIVE A DAMN. It's sad to not be able to express things. It's sad to look at a person's eyes and not see anything that will give you the courage to ask. It's sad that when you're expecting him to at least give you that "second" to feel that there might be something special that's going on, he abruptly turns his back on you There is no closure. For the nth time, i am in this situation. For the nth time, i'm feeling that there is another GOODBYE that i will have to say soon.

This is an open letter to you who's been making me smile for weeks. This is an open letter to you who's been (once again) making me feel that I might be capable of "feeling" and of "believing" again [for real] . "I'll see you around is the saddest line" because even if i might see you around, i dont know if you will really see. And if you cant see, then chances are... you cannot feel.

I will be wasted tonight. And tomorrow. And when i come back, i hope that this whole budding romance will not be wasted as i am.