The END

So much for being a stalker. Friendster allows people to know who views their profile. So there. I have embarrassed myself by checking other people's profiles frequently. The END of my being a stalker, or maybe not.

I'm in the "DI YATA PWEDE" stage of my shitty love cycle. A few days ago, i was so sure that something was "BREWING" but today, i'm totally doubting it. One moment, i feel so at ease with the fact that we're getting to know each other, the next thing i know, i'm contemplating on the possibility that he might be gay or that he's not really interested or that i'm totally misinterpreting this whole thing. I know i already asked him 'bout his gender. BUT I HAVE A HISTORY. Plus, his alleged-friend told me in class that according to reliable sources, he said he's gay. Hindi ito nangyayari. A few of my friends think we have something going on, but uhmm, what if he's another "GOOD FRIEND" in the making? Depression ito. Marami ang nagsasabi na "it looks like i'm not that interested" but the thing is, i really am. I just dont see myself building a future with him YET because nothing exceptionally romantic has happened between us. Gaya ng sinabi ko before, i'm giving the whole idea/ budding romance a chance until sem break... pag wala, wala talaga. THE END.

Last Thursday, Sir Vallente said goodbye to us for the sem. HE IS MY FAVORITE LAW SCHOOL PROFESSOR. It's sad that it's THE END for Crim 1.

Finals is just 'round the corner. THE END of my first sem in law school is near. If i survive this first sem, i will feel vindicated. I learned a lot in my 4 months in law school, finished reading the Civil Code, Revised Penal Code Book 1 and half of the constitution (with around 600+ original cases as jurisprudence).

Usapang pag-ibig ulit. Without really thinking about it, i nonchalantly uttered .. "I wish i'm in love." and voila, we got into a discussion about our hesitations in our own "relationships". Yvie, di ko sinasadyang ma-depress tayo, think Leg Res and Consti, hehe. I really wish i'm in love. I knooow i have a knack for being so distracted when im sorta in love, but i guess it'll help me survive everyday knowing that there's someone who will be willing to give me a hug at the end of the day. Shit. Depression ito. THE END ng aking "i shall not think about relationships" syndrome.