"Aray ko" Conversations.

on living life:

anna_mitz : but i still like him... despite everything
jersee: pero baka naman kasi it's time to discover a different side of you.
jersee: baka akala mo lang di ganun un gusto mo, pero in the end.. pagod ka na rin sa life na you're living. parang, masarap magsalita,, dumaldal.. pero at the end of the day, you long for silence.
anna_mitz : ganun? or maybe, he needs to spice up his life and im the jalapeno
jhersee33 : hahahha.. pwede rin.
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on recovery:

j: im still recovering i had done so much after my graduation, really dumb things...damaged me
jhersee33 dont we all do a lot of dumb things.?
j: actually damaged nako to begin with tapos na damage pa kumbaga double dead nako
jhersee33 and arent we all damaged?
jhersee33: the first thing that you need to do is to decide that you wanna go back on track.
j: i have lost my faith in |ove for a couple of months now
jhersee33: and if you're hurting, then it's a good prelude to that part of your life when you'll be smiling. i look forward to that. every single day of my life. ;0
j: i kinda forget na i still smile pala
jhersee33 : the day that i will start REALLY SMILING.
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on inhibitions:

jhersee33 : ako kasi, MADALDAL. ayun na. hahaha.
j: ako facade lang, concealer kung baga
jhersee33 : facade ang alin? ang pagiging inhibited o ang pagiging artist?
j: pagka madal dal ko
jhersee33 hmmm.. aray ko.
j: hehhehehe, so tahimik ka talga
jhersee33walang manifestation no? di tlaga un pagiging quiet eh. un feeling na you're listenin to your thoughts. minsan ko lang na kasi magawa. so i value those times.
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the "long-time-no-see-tapos-nanggugulo-ka-pa-ng-line-of-thinking" conversation:

jhersee33: sawa na ko "makipaglaro"..
jazy_reye1: makipaglaro?kanino?
jhersee33: sa kanilang lahat.
jazy_reye1: kanino?ksma b ko dun?
jhersee33: iv been thinkin of all my pseudo-relationships.. and i think im just not the commitment type
jhersee33 : di naman tayo naglaro ah. unless ur talkin about football and patintero.
jazy_reye1: sa studies k lng nmn committed
jhersee33: na-ah.di lang ako nakakatiyempo. kaya nga ngayon, im tryin to do it the right way.di na ko tatakbo kung may sign na ng kaseryosohan.
jazy_reye1 : there's no such thing as the ryt way
jazy_reye1 : its either ur way or theirs....
jhersee33 : not really, my way sucks really.i blow things out of proportion.
jazy_reye1: den u should consider ah makeover
jhersee33 : na-ah.i run at littlest sign of romance. nasabihan ka na ba ng.. "is this your way of saying g'bye?" nakakaguilty kaya.
jazy_reye1 : try dipping ur foot on the other side of the pond
jhersee33 : i am dippin my foot on it.
jhersee33 (9:59:32 AM): that's why im open sa idea na we might be on to something. i mean, that cutie and me. i like his outlook.
jazy_reye1 : ru sure its d ryt pond
jhersee33 : im tryin to be "sweet".tryin to not be the bitch that i am.nakakarma kasi ako eh.
jazy_reye1 : dapat kse un guy maksabay sa pagiging cynic mo
jhersee33 : di na ko cynical. yata.and he's seeing right through me. i like looking at him. that's a first.
jazy_reye1 : ru dating na ba?
jhersee33 : hmm. no. we're just spending quality time together.about an hour a day. talking.
jazy_reye1 : dats gud
jhersee33 : pero i dont have time.ito nanaman.
jazy_reye1: at least now u'll have little regrets wen u begin saying ur gudbyes
jhersee33 : hmm, what does that mean?
jazy_reye1 : (smiley na angel) ...
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i love my friends. they make me think. really think.