The Depressives

Hilary: Why are you so desperate?
Mom: I dont wanna end up alone.
---from Perfect Man
jhersee33 : haay. i wish im in love.
anna_mitz : are you not?
jhersee33 : not YET. di ko pa nakikita un sarili ko na karelasyon sya. argh. i dont even know if i ever will. weird no? parang naisip ko si Aidan.. "if you're not ready to marry me now.. you're not gonna be ready."
anna_mitz : hmm, i know that feeling too ako nga eh, i can nver imagine myslef with him. alam mo kasi, marami kang nagsa stop sayo from falling for him
jhersee33 : right, right. tulad ng?
anna_mitz: una, law school, second, yung age, third, i have yet to get the full kwento about him to add to my list
jhersee33 : hahahahaha. "Depressives don't [want to be happy]. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing." naalala mo ito sa CLOSER?
anna_mitz : i couldnt agree more why are we like this anyway? why do we choose this road to unhappiness? things could have been a lot easier. but yet... i dont know how else to live my life. have we become so jaded? embittered? so self-consumed? why cant we just find happiness in small things? shempre for us, if its not complicated, its not worth our time.
jhersee33 : shit. i totally agree.
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