I have nothing left to say. I'm exhausted. This is the last time i'm gonna whine over the uncertainty of this whole mess that we're in. I am moving forward. I am not leaving you behind but I am not gonna carry you. If you wanna walk beside me, then do so. If you wanna look at me from afar, then be it. I said yes to the date proposals, they're not indefinite anymore. It's not that you're not special, i just dont want to restrict myself from looking at other options, especially now that i'm getting tired of pretending... and you're not giving me things that i can hold on to.
If there's anyone i would wanna hold hands with, you know that it's you. Just ask. But then again, you're not you and i'm not sure if i am me. I think it's me who's digging deeper as of the moment. Tell me to stop and I will or maybe I wont. Either way, I WILL STILL SEE YOU AROUND.
thanks to postsecret
tumpak. im feelinng the same way ryt now. ride on gurl! kaya mo yan.
ReplyDeletesana nga kaya ko. pero tuwing naiisip ko na parang wala na rin kaming chance. nasasad parin ako. =P
ReplyDeletehay, i can totally relate to this post. well put, eunice :)
ReplyDeleteit sucks talaga if the other person can't seem to decide kung ano ba talaga ang gusto nyang mangyari sa inyong dalawa...i guess people like us have no choice but to move on, rather than umasa sa wala :)
a bunch-o thanks cyberpunk. moving on is a choice talaga,the same way na falling in love is a decision. =P
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