STABLE

Life's pretty stable and steady now. My deeper burden is beginning to get back on track. It's not LOVE-related, well at least not romantic in nature. I hope it continues to be clearer. As for law school, it's so-so... more like a little above mediocrity. Not good enough, I know, but at least a step higher than being mediocre right?

As for my heart, [singe POP, goes my heart] it's beginning to get used to the irregularities of the situation. The other afternoon, I was talking with Nanay [Starbucks Nanay] and Jan about how boring my life has become. Nanay said we should start dating again. I AGREE. But how? I don't know if I'm for being set up on a date again, I find it tiring and stressful. Not to mention, costly. [I don't expect guys to pay for our "first date", mahirap na magkautang na loob, unless i like the guy so much, hehe] Meeting strangers, not starting out as friends may look like the logical shortcut to relationshipsville, but I think I'm though with going that way. I don't know if I'm really beginning to feel that I'm getting old, I'm not into "kiligans" anymore. I'm starting to look for security and assurance. Which brings me back to BOREDOM. Maybe I have resigned to the fact that I'm bound to succumb to monotony, I vowed not to be like that, but it's scary that I'm now giving in.. KADIRS.