Last night was just bad, bad, bad... I ended up with a cold and a runny nose worse than a river. There are things that are out of my control, as much as I want to make them all go away and fix the things that complicate our peaceful and fun relationships, sometimes it is hard to fight the system. I appreciate the gesture, I appreciate people's sticking with me amidst my own little "crying scene", I felt scared and helpless and betrayed. I didn't think it could happen to me, I am one gullible optimist talaga. Well, it hasn't happened totally, in fact, this morning, it felt like things are back to normal, except for my sort of puffy eyes and runny nose of course.
I've never been the emotional one, but day after day, I feel that I am becoming more and more emotionally unstable. It saddens me that I can't live up to my old image of a grounded woman. But it's positive in a way, I get to see and recognize people who are willing to be strong for me when I am weak. That in those rare days that I need some cheering up, they stepped up and reminded me how beautiful life still is, no matter what. Than when I feel unbelievably frail and fragile, they were there to wrap their arms around me so I wouldn't find myself on the ground, crying and being pathetic.
Last night was bad, bad, bad but today... I'm ready to be better, better, better. =P
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