SMILE NAMAN TAYO

It was more like a wakeup call that I should definitely begin to move on. It just hit me that there's no point in holding on to something that's not only slowly slipping away but something that has never been on my hands in the first place. ACCEPTANCE is the key, things'll eventually be back to normal without him realizing that the past few weeks were eventful emotionally because of him. Now that it's quite clear that "WE cannot happen", I'm open to diverting my attention to someone else. Someone who's more willing. This time I'll be smarter, and more protective of myself.

Off to more interesting and lighter things... this morning, I wasn't able to contain my infatuation that while having a yosi break with Lew, I without warning, blurted out... "Sobrang cute talaga ni Peter Pan no?!" He gave me a "kadiri-to-death" look, said something unbelievably incriminating and violently protested that I shouldn't talk to him about these things because it was too much for his "MACHO ego". Fine. But I will continue announcing that I CRUSH HIM. hehe.

To more kababawan stuff, my two "alagas" slash studdy buddies made me believe in "LOVE" again. I'm so happy for them, I know "it" when i see it. Like what I said to my guy alaga, "MOVE IT! Don't let love pass you by."

Starbucks has become my little Neverland, fine, including Good Earth.

I have a new crush. Sabi nga ni John Cage sa Ally Mc Beal, "I'm Drawn to him."