Eunice, you should stop! You've been drinking again. You started smoking. You stopped being the fun-loving person that you are. You are not getting enough sleep. You cry in the shower, in your room ... anywhere you get the chance. You often find yourself looking at emptiness, preoccupied with thoughts of regret, longing and even confusion. You try too hard to conceal that you have problems and you are not succeeding in your plan of not being noticed by the people around you. Stop being such a Drama queen. YOU SHOULD STOP.
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I went to the chapel this afternoon and found myself crying in front of the altar. "Lord, give me the right answers to the right questions." I surrendered everything to Him. I cannot continue to feel sorry for myself. I should stop.
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I've been crying the whole week. Not to mention all the booboos that I committed. Everyone's asking me if i am ok. I feel like there's a LOSER sign on my forehead.
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I'm still optimistic. This too shall pass. After all, I'm not called Miss Ever Optimist for nothing.
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