Sam [http://samboado.blogspot.com], my dragon lady, is posting a lot of entries about her dating escapades and I am literally JEALOUS. Well, except for the fact that I have a "pseudo-boyfriend" and that I have a "potential" lunch / coffee date tomorrow with a long-lost "friend", my dating career is in a HALT.
This entry is meant to clear up wrong conclusions, wrong assumptions and wrong "feelings" that are brewing, both internally and externally. Anyway, ranting has been a part of my daily blogging and today, I am err... not really sad, not really lonely, but expectant.
If things "go well" [keeping fingers crossed], I might be in for another roller coaster ride. "The boyfriend" has been physically and emotionally absent but will [hopefully] be present tomorrow night, the "long lost buddy" is trying to reconnect and Ces is turning 23. This should be the beginning of a string of exciting events. Except that I vowed not to get drunk again and that I am quite in limbo for the past weeks.
And no... nothing romantic has been happening... and no I never had sex in my life. And yeah, I am conservative... despite all observations leaning towards the contrary.
But... there is ONE THING that might lift my spirit up. This is make or break. [looks at Ces and the gang]. Sana.
I would like to end this entry by describing this scenario... "Euns looks at Patring, smiles and winks. "Nakatulog ako kagabi, ikaw?" [inside joke]
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