I went to school earlier than usual and spent a quiet morning alone in Starbucks. I feel soooo exhausted. I dunno how i will be able to acquire the energy that i need to actually survive lawschool. It's like i'm losing my drive and passion to study. Yves and I were talking about our "quitting is not an option" mantra but these past few days, we feel like we are not as excited as we were a few months ago. It scares me to think that i may be losing interest in this BAKBAKAN.
I know a lot of people are now reading my blog, but i guess everyone knows that i dont like talking about the sad parts of my life. I dont want people to be burdened by my own insecurities. Ganito lang ako, sulat ng sulat ng mga bagay bagay habang nakatingin sa PC ko. Minsan nakangiti, madalas umiiyak. In the end, pinopost ang mga masasayang bagay. Tinatago ang mga malulungkot. Ang buhay naman kasi ay parang teatro. Lahat ng tao ay umaarte lamang. at ang tanging panahon na hinaharap natin ang ating mga sarili ay ang panahon ng pag-iisa na madalas sa hindi ay mas pinipili nating talikuran.
Legally Blunt's introvert mind expressed through her extrovert heart.
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salamat salamat. Nicey, yihee im sure maganda ka rin kasi konti lang tayong mga Nice sa mundo. :p .. pi, nahahawa na yata talaga ako kay Joey Boy Corde. hahaha.
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