OPTIMISTIC BUDDING ANOREXIC.
oh well. I "made tambay" (ang annoying no?) at Starbucks today to study. I actually didnt have plans to go but Ana and Mel both texted me that they were there and for some reason (which i cannot really write in here) they felt the urge to "convince" me to go. I was more than willing because it felt like i'll die of loneliness in my house. Nobody was there except for the "lavender" err, labandera. And my episode last night didnt really end so i cannot stand to be alone the whole day, i'll die of depression. Nakakalunod na kalungkutan. It took me an hour, I just look vain but i can actually be prepared to go anywhere in a matter of minutes. So i arrived at Starbucks and immediately burdened Ana with my presence. I told her 'bout how disappointed, sorta betrayed or misunderstood i felt last night. It was good to be able to talk about it. It's a matter of acceptance. Lawschool has aged me.Anyway, i had a funny conversation with my friend Baristas in Starbucks and we got into talking about why i didnt go to UP. I told 'em i didnt pass the LAE and that i'm ok with the idea of taking law here now 'coz i like the environment... one of 'em said, "Ok lang yan, at least dito may papa ka.".. I got confused. Siguro nga ang akala ng mga tao sobrang daming lalaki sa Ateneo. Well, totoo. But most of 'em are taken, at least the desirable ones. Unless may customer sa Starbucks na may crush sakin. hmmm.. oo naAna, wag mo na ko tignan ng masama. Mel, feelingera nga tayo. Haha.
On the "lighter side" of my life it's funny that my horoscope for the day says something like this:
Daily Romantic Horoscope:A special bond growing deeper? Interesting. Unless we're talking about uhmm, the baristas in Starbucks or uhmm, my blockmates in lawschool or uhmm, the cab drivers.. I dont think there's a "Special bond" that's been brewing. Wag nyo ko tignan ng ganyan, alam kong iniisip nyo rin ang iniisip ko (at Haze, pepe at lahat ng mga tambay sa Starbucks). Minimal efforts? of course it's minimal, all i do is study, if someone falls for me while i'm doing that, i'm gonna love him like i'm loving my Revised Penal Code. Naks! Voila!
A special bond between you and a certain someone grows deeper with even the most minimal efforts from either of you. It's times like this that makes your current relationship seem absolutely magical. Enjoy it to the hilt.
The sweet stuff isn't stopping, so make the most of it. Your affectionate nature makes a path straight to their hearts, so don't be shy -- and consider, just maybe, not taking it quite so slow.
A MAGICAL CURRENT RELATIONSHIP.
Sweet stuff isnt stopping? Has it started? Ahh, mga nakaw na sandali. My affectionate nature, not taking it slow? The last time i listened to my horoscope, i gave the man i thought i love the 8-page letter. He broke my heart. Nakakatakot.
Feelingera nga pala ako. Therefore, i must confess na nagselos ako. Ika nga ni Ana, "Ate ba nya un?" at ang sabi ko, "Malay."
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