Bakas ng Kaantukan

For Philo of Law, the biggest challenge is for you to stay awake. So, to stop myself from journeying to Neverland right in front of my professor, i write. I didnt have the chance to type my random thoughts so i'm just gonna put 'em in one entry. Halo halo na ito. Isang magulong post. Random kung random. Mga doodles na nakasulat sa likod ng aking notebook.

On Caring

We begin to care when we begin to doubt. Caring for someone is such a complicated emotion. You at times find yourself thinking of how you can make life better for that person only to realize in the end that you have your own inadequacies... and that these might tear your worlds apart.

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Runnin Out

I'm running out of words to write,
of stories to tell,
of moments to remember,
of emotions to feel,
of tears to shed,
of hope to hold on to
of the passion to keep fightin
of love to smile about,
of happiness to look forward to,
of everything that matters.
But the list goes on and on... and it never runs out.
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It never occurred to me to quit. When you're at the last step of achieving your long-time dream, quitting is not an option.

These past few days, the harshness of my new life has become unbearable.

I'm not absolutely unhappy. This is something that i want. It's a case of wanting something too much that it drains the life out of you.

"Eunice, are you really smiling, or are you smiling to stop the frown from showing?"
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Do people take me seriously or will i forever be stuck in the blackhole of pseudo-apathy that people push me to become?

I never use big words to express myself. I feel that it will take away the simplicity of my thoughts. I cannot afford to be too complicated anymore. Life's complicated without me exerting any effort anyway.
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