Sappy - mushy - kuchie kuchie koo

I came across a realization last night and i'd like to share it with you guys here about me and alfie. i realized how special we are to God that it takes nothing less than His intervention that keeps us together. He personally makes it a point we stay together. every effort, every resolution from the biggest fights, they all come along with nothing lessthan a MIRACLE. i find it unbelievable, looking back. He exists. and is active in our lives. otherwise, i wouldn't have gone this far with alfie... and life would be so ordinary for me... and i would be just like every other person i dread to be... if that's not a miracle, i don't know what is. ------- MISTER SLYDE

I envy people who are loving despite and inspite of. Looking back, I was so sure I'll be the perfect girlfriend, i'll be the perfect lover, the perfect friend, but apparently, the men I fancy didnt think so. There are millions of people in the world who are braving the challenges of LOVE, but how can I show the world that I can survive it too when there's just no one to love?