I found my Knight and killed it myself. Yesterday, my Knight came. My Knight was persistent, aggressive and very controlling. At first it was fun. But then I felt uneasy, then annoyed and lastly, it felt like I was gonna lose everything if I don’t do something. So I killed the Knight. There was confrontation, an exchange of words. The Knight was cornered, analyzed and killed.
Not that scared anymore. That effin’ KNIGHT virus.
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Then in the Tarot Card reading, the “Knight” of my Past reemerged. Again. After a low of “I have decided” speeches. He’s one virus I can never seem to get rid of. No amount of “moving on” chants, “moving on” rituals, “moving on” card reading, “moving on” blog entries can make him go away. Not Yet. I just need to be reminded of the fact that he’s from the PAST. Not even in MY PRESENT. Never going to be IN MY FUTURE.
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Knights are supposed to make us feel safe right? I guess I stopped being a little, a princess and began to be more of a… uhmm… WOMAN?
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