Quoting Eunice [PART ONE]

Because my birthday is just around the corner [ehem] , i decided to pay myself a tribute by posting some of my blog's quotable quotes... dagdagan nyo na lang pag may naalala kayo na sinabi ko ha...

"Maybe love really is just around the corner, I just haven't made the right turn yet." - "Of Gratefulness, Relief and Stopovers"4/23/2007 03:35:00 PM

"I'm in a place where other people would die to be in. I see life now not only as a journey but a journey filled with worthy stopovers. These stopovers are meant to enrich me with more stories that I can share with people who are not as blessed with my gift of odd experiences.

Kumbaga, nagpunta lang ako sa Bora pero imbes na mag-plane o mag-ship, nilangoy ko. Yun na." - "Of Gratefulness, Relief and Stopovers"4/23/2007 03:35:00 PM

"Sometimes, you feel like that thing you've always wanted is right in front of you, you recognize it, you feel happy, excited and contented. But you suddenly realize that you can't have it... It's the saddest feeling, it's the most painful thing. You smile knowing what you want, but you cry alone knowing its impossibility. You get into thinking of whether you're better off not knowing that he exists. You hate yourself for feeling regret for something that simultaneously brings you to heaven and hell. You are faced with the dilemma of letting the days pass by just craving or of moving on to chasing a new rainbow. You feel confusion, you start to write to clear your head...

You start to write to analyze your emotions. You are hit with the reality that the one thing you're scared of is back and suddenly... you start to FEEL again." - "Tinkerbell", 01/2707

"Sabi nga ni Patty, look at the good/ happy things that are happening and don't dwell on the panaka-nakang "sad parts". That's the best atttitude, but when these "few sad moments" parade themselves in front of you with a full band and really colorful costumes, you can't help but notice diba?" - "Last Hurrah", Jan. 31, 2007

"The wind reminds her of him, of how he can instantly make her smile while making a mess out of her carefully organized desk. The wind insensitively sweeps off everything on her table of solitude with that romantic glamour that makes her feel special and loved. She used to not mind the wind, she knew that it comes and goes unapologetically while she is left trying to reorganize what's left of her organized life. She just got out of a storm and at the back of her mind, she's baffled by the presence of a synonymous fate that's waiting for her." - "Peter Pan" 1/27/2007 12:55:00 PM

"I hide from you because I seek you." - "SHADES" 1/27/07

"There are moments when you're there but I don't feel you, i'd rather really that you hurt me and be there than leave and bring with you my ability to feel and be felt. Don't ever mistake
me for sadness, for sadness is my friend." - "BREAK" 3/08/2007 05:41:00 PM

"We will never admit it, but after everything...we chose to play hide and seek.I bump into you, you bump into me; BUMP? More like a crash I guess.I know that you know. Don't hate me if I don't.It's not that I don't want to. It's more like I want it too much that I have to constantly remind myself to stop.

I never loved you. I was in love with the idea of loving you." - "I Want to Quit You Too" 2/25/2006 03:58:00 AM

"I may have started from behind but I am more rapidly catching up, I may not finish first but I will finish the race with pride. You don't have to run, Eunice. Just walk. You will get there." - 1/02/2006 02:49:00 AM

"It just made me think of how I really have grown as a person and how i managed to train myself to have high tolerance for pain. In my opinion, it just takes a li'l focus and then you're all set. It's like training yourself to endure a REALLY COLD shower back when the heater's not working. Until now I can stand a cold shower without the usual jumping around attitude. I think it's always the same with pain. At times you feel the urge to cry and wallow in pity, you have to give in once in a while but you also have to know how far you can go before breaking down. Parang derma lang yan, sabi nga ng dermatologist ko, "Mataas daw talaga ang tolerance ko for pain." - "Pain My Love" 12/03/2005 03:10:00 PM

"Ayoko na sana magsulat tungkol sayo pero kung di ako magsusulat ngayon, baka dumating ang panahon na di ko na maalala ang mga nararamdaman ko at di ko na mabigyan ng buhay ang mga salita." -

"Rhyme with me. We'll sing-song
our way to happiness -- together."
- Rhyme, 10/31/2006

"Bakit nga pala ulit di tayo pwede? Dahil ba may iba kang mahal o dahil di lang talaga ako ang gusto mo? Magkaiba kasi un. Un may iba kang mahal masosolusyunan pa sana. Kasi ang pagmamahal pwede naman ibaling, lalo na kung di naman sa ayaw mo ako. Pero un pangalawa, ung di lang talaga ako ang gusto mo... un ang mas mahirap at mas masakit. Ibig sabihin ako un problema. Katulad ng dati." - Untitled 12/23/2005 08:00:00 AM

"Ung kakiligan na alam mong may basehan. Un kakiligan na di galing sa pagpapantasya mo sa isang lalaki sa TV o sa pelikula.. ito un pagkakilig na nararamdaman mo pag inakbayan ka na sa sinehan, paghinawakan na ang kamay mo, pag hinahawi na un buhok sa mukha mo, pag inaalalayan ka sa laglalakad, un binibigyan ka ng bulaklak, un tinatanong ka kung-- kumain ka na, ano kinain mo, bakit ka kumain, may pambili ka pa ba ng pagkain, gusto mo ba sya kainin este gusto mo ba kumain kasama nya -, kapag pinapakilala ka na sa magulang, kapag hinahatid ka na sa bahay, kapag gumagawa na sya ng mga- tula, sulat, kanta, work of art, website - para sayo. Ito ung pagkakilig na nakakapagpabilis ng tibok ng puso mo. Ito un kilig na nakamamatay." -Pakshet Kilig Moment, 11/07/2005 12:56:00 AM

"I want to know how people will write their eulogies for me. I want to find out how i lived my life in the eyes of those I lived for. I want to write a eulogy for me too. It will have words that revolve around happiness, how i sought it and managed to get a glimpse of it." - Suicide, 11/10/2005 12:33:00 AM

"Sure. Well nothing really much has happened to me. I'm now in law school and I'm having a hard time. If you wanna know if I finally found someone who made me feel special, I'd say yes. A lot of 'em. But everything was short-lived. I am pretty much screwed up these past few days and this is the perfect time for us to catch up. That's beside the fact that i saw your picture and that you're hot and that you are not dating anyone right now. It will be like slapping my face for letting you go because I AM JUST ONE SCREWED UP woman who continues to be undecided."
Then it will start the whole process of me getting hurt again and that sucks. BIG TIME." - Loose Screws, 11/25/2005 01:07:00 PM

"I wish I could go back to sleep and dream my way to happiness. I can't. The pain's unbelievably deep. Deeper than the last time. This is rock bottom. I just know. I will go up. I will go up. I will go up. Or maybe I'll just lie on rock bottom and wait for it to tranform into a mountain. It's gonna be a long process... a long process." - "I WAS drunk... and that made it easier."1/26/2005 07:37:00 AM

"Sometimes, a hug really means a lot of things. It bridges the communication gap and sorta gives the assurance that things'll be alright. Human warmth says a lot about the relationship. I think people can kiss all the time but hugs are more meaningful. But then again, it's just me." - "Season Ender" 11/30/2005 12:15:00 AM

"Now that lawschool's just around the corner, panic's slowly creeping in. No one's gonna hold my hand when i feel helpless. No one's gonna say, "I love you kiddo." when i feel like im running out of luck. Loneliness really is lethal." - "Senti-sentihan"5/09/2005 02:35:00 PM