I Cut My Hair

AGAIN.
The other day.
Why? Because of my need for something to change.
I've been receiving overwhelmingly many compliments from well-wishers and I appreciate that. I think I got "IT" back. Finally.

I was praying this afternoon when it dawned on me how I can safely say that I am back to "OK" again. I ended up teasing God about how He almost always plays tricks on me, hurts me enormously and then He ends up feeling guilty after. Sabihan bang nag-guilty si God? I'm sure He laughs at me all the time too, quits lang kami. Pero totoo, nai-imagine ko si God na sinasabi, "Naku, sumobra na yata un prank ko kay Eunice, kawawa naman... Di na nagsusuot ng makukulay na gamit... Bigyan na nga sya uli ng strength at peace of mind." At ayun, I instantly gain the real ME back. Walang pakialamanan, kanya-kanyang gawa ng scenario ito. Whatever works right?

My life's once again pretty stable, I'm enjoying it... not thinking of other things besides law school and friends. It's like I'm really "growing up".

For the first time in ages, I don't know what to blog about anymore. I'm a pretty common writer, it's not hard to figure me out, when I'm emotionally unstable, I flood my blog with everything that I feel, see and experience just so I can document how I managed to survive that chapter of my life. Everything's so fleeting that I don't want to end up forgetting important but small things. Life is a wonderful string of petty things blown out of proportion. Great things start from small beginnings nga diba?

So, I did cut my hair... again. Mainly because I'm bored but the underlying reasons are infinitely many... like, I feel that I can pull the short hair look now that a lot of people are assuring me that I lost weight and uhmm, I wanna feel more empowered.

I think it was a good decision. I'm feeling pretty empowered these past few days.

Sana.