How do you make things right? What is it with tears and disappointments that they always find ways to creep into my life? Why do burgeoning happy endings end unhappy?
Today was quite an emotional rollercoaster really. People didnt notice because I didnt want them to notice. I guess I'm back to my old, defensive and trying-to-be-strong self.
I do hope that wherever this new development takes me, it would be a place nearer to my dreams or at least to finding the contentment and peace of mind that I pray for.
I dont mind hugging myself. In fact, I'm kind of used to it. It's just that I once in a blue moon long to be hugged too. The world can be too cold and harsh at times to a fiery heart.
Today, I'm here... tomorrow, I MIGHT BE THERE.
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shifting sandbars...some watch the sands flow thru the hourglass, as court reporters wait for the executioners song, the manic prays at the banister as the jury stands hung...as the crow walks away from the bench, for justice has been done....the river I grew up on, which I do talk about in some of my verse, seeing a different perspective of the river due to its winter current...was a master teacher...yes, study economics, few women seem to have entered that fourey...one of my females class mates did and went on to become a lawyer, I talk about her in a piece that I dedicated to my economic mentor.....still, two of my most remarkable economic teachers were women...my final work was a joint piece on the transcontiental railroad...economic development and labor....failed to keep a finish copy of the work.....roscoebeauregard.blogspot.com.....
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