But Then Again...

I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field.

-- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy

I love the playing field still. I just think that the playing field is not really about playing anymore.

FINALS WEEK is over. I can't find it in my heart to say "Finally!" after that grueling study marathon i had to pull off. Just like what Fr. B said in one of his exams in the past, "May God have mercy on our souls...". I feel better now than a sem ago, i dont know if i perfomed better but I am pretty positive that I exerted more effort this sem. It's really bittersweet because whether we like it or not, on May 3... things are gonna change.

But in the mean time, i have to say that i thank God for 1-C and I thank God that He gave me the chance to be with really beautiful people. Drama na kung drama pero that After Finals thing @ Anton's and our overnight thingie in Batangas reminded me of why I did my best this sem... I want to spend more time with these great people. There were people whom I only got to really interact with and became close with a few weeks ago and this made me want to stay more. It's all up to God now. I'm praying hard... hope it's hard enough.