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They did it again. I was just so glad that Ana was there when it happened. At least I got to share the story, well i didnt have to because she heard their, uhmm, this girl's attempt to fish for info by merely saying his name. Ana also informed me that they continue to tell her stories about him, half-hoping that she'll tell me. Argh, that's just so lame.

Some people just dont get it. Uhmm, guys... STORY'S OVER. Don't look at me like I'm one half of the couple that you thought existed. I am not, I wasn't and I never will be with him. Give it up. And I'm saying it without even a hint of disgust or bitterness, the "US" that you're counting on is not gonna happen. So please stop dropping his name everytime you get the chance, stop inviting me to events with very high chances that I'll bump into him and just stop trying to get the answer to your questions by asking me indirectly. There was no US. We were close friends. We're still friends now. I dunno if we'll continue to be friends in the future. Case closed.
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Ana got me into thinking tonight when we had a sorta "heated debate" with regard my "Man-finding" skills. We were having a normal conversation when I jokingly pointed out that, "I dont have time for guys."

She gave me a really judgmental look (hehe!) and said, "You?? Of all people? Only you had the skill to find someone from the small world that we are in." (paraphrased) i was surprised that she said that and so I attempted to discuss it a li'l further.

[paraphrased conversation. couldnt remember the exact words. Ana, feel free to correct me,hehe]
Euns: Me? I didnt look for him! It was just a bet.
Ana: Still, how did it start?
Euns: I found him cute.
Ana: See? Only you can find potential from a "hopeless" situation.
Euns: But please don't say that it was purely me. All I did was to ask for his name and some info. That was it.
Ana: You made the first move.
Euns: It was just a bet.
Ana: But you still did it and it is something that not a lot of women do. Making the first move.
Euns: I didnt plan for it to be something more.
Ana: That's not the point. The point is, you still found a way to start it all.
Euns: Fine. But you must admit it wasn't all me. That was all I did.
Ana: Yeah.
Euns: I didnt come to him. He came to me. He did all the "crucial things"
Ana: It wasnt the point.
Euns: Fine. I was just messing up with the debate.

So I guess I did initiate this whole romantic misfortune that I experienced not too long ago. But I stand firm with my conclusion that "He did most of the things." and that he in a way is guilty of INSTIGATION. He led me to believe that uhmm... ok I am stopping. Basta "FRAUDULENT" sya. Guilty of being in bad faith at that time.

Oo na Ana, compliment sa akin ung "If I want to, I can" accusation ni Ana. Apir.