Maiitim na Labi na Tanda ng Pagluluksa

Isa nanaman itong araw ng "What are the Chances?"

1. What are the chances na magpu-poopoo un sign pen ko kung kelan may exam ako? Dugyot kung dugyot un hands ko at "marked" ang bluebook ko ng fingerprints dahil sa nagkalat na tinta.

2. To add insult to the injury, i was almost ready to cry after my Crim I final exam. I thundered into the washroom and when i turned the lights on, i saw my reflection in the mirror, itim na itim ang labi hanggang baba. Kasi while i was answerin my exam, di ko namalayan na nasusulatan ko na un labi ko dahil nga nagpoopoo un sign pen ko. Para ako trick or treat baby gone bad. I could just imagine how hard it was for my proctor to stop laughin when he saw me after i passed my exam paper. Leche, nawala tuloy ang momentum ko at di na ko naiyak sa sobrang katatawanan ng sitwasyon ko. Sayang di ko nakunan sarili ko. Hehe.

3. What are the chances na un cab na nasakyan ko, mas magaling pa ako mag-drive kesa sa driver. Can i just say na nalagpasan nya un u-turn slot namin. At higit salahat, namatayan sya ng makina nun nag-go na un stoplight. Kasi nkalimutan nya yata i-primera un gear, tapos pinipilit nya paandarin after nya mag-brake.. therefore nagshake shake un car, tapos sa pagpapanic nya, ayun nabitawan nya ang gas.Therefore namatay ang makina. Argh.

4. Nakakalungkot un Crim. Bakit ganito. argh.

Makata sa Makati

Sa aking palagay, kung meron mang tamang panahon para tanungin ako kung gusto ko na makilala pa natin mabuti ang isa't-isa, ngayon na un. Sa tingin ko, hindi na tama na hanggang ngayon, pareho parin tayong naninimbang sa mga pangyayari. Kung ako ang masusunod, matagal ko na nilinaw ang lahat ng mga bagay-bagay na malabo. Pero malakas lang ang loob ko kasi blog ko ito. At kahit paminsan-minsan napapadpad ka dito at kahit paminsan-minsan ay alam ko na nababasa mo ang mga sikreto ko, masaya parin ako. Hindi dahil pinapahiya ko ang sarili ko kundi dahil gusto ko na maramdaman uli ang lakas ng loob na nagtutulak sa akin para maisakatuparan ang lahat ng ito.

Inaamin ko na. Gusto kita. Gusto na kita. Kumilos ka. Malapit na matapos ang storya natin.

Sa tingin mo ba nakakatulong na pabugso-bugso ang mga galaw mo? Siguro nga. Pero kung alam mo ang ginagawa mo, alam mo rin na kailangan mo lang magsalita. Kahit gaano kakomplikado. Kahit gaano ka natatakot. Takot din ako, pero handa ako matakot ng kasama ka.

Terror.

Ngayong araw na ito ay dinalaw ako ng aking mga kaibigan na dahilan ng aking pangungulila niyong mga nakaraang araw. Si Nate at Ava na parang kailan lang ay si Abby at Atoy lamang. TIna-try ko iupload un ibang pics pero masyado malaki dahil galing sa BAGONG PHONE ni Nate na 6630. At ang dalawa ay parehong nakabili na ng iPod. Congrats Abby este Ava dahil PINK ang napili mong kulay ng iPod therefore, DALAGA ka na. Ayon kay Nate, "Cute sya." Yehey, ok parin pala ang taste ko.
Ngayong gabi, ito ang naalala ko. Scary.

Nakakatakot na Mommy: su cara es perfecta, pero es ella inteligente?
Naiintimidate na girlaloo: gracias tita. soy hijo piensa que si.

Tumatawa lang ako ng tumatawa today. Haha. G'luck sa Crim.

Ang Pagdalaw

ayon kay atoy, sila na raw ang bago kong mga kaibigan. =) laughtrip.

anong drama ito?

Pancit Kanto at mga Kwentong Takbuhan

I feel vindicated. Sorta. I know it's just a one unit subject but it's always nice to know that i still can do good in a few things. We got the results of our Midterms exam in Legal Profession and i (surprisingly) got a 90. Balita ko highest daw ako, naaaaaks. Salamat sa lahat ng tao na masaya para sa akin. Shemps, aminin ko man at hindi, i feel so flattered na everyone's making a big fuss out of it. Naks, Miss Legal Profession. Lakas.

Our Legal Research exam today turned out to be a bonding session for my block. Sa tingin ko, kung mayroon mang dahilan kung bakit di dapat mayroon matanggal sa block namin, ito ay ang kawalan ng aspetong pagka-crab ng mga tao dito. I feel so proud that i'm part of a group of people who are really there to help each other out. I FELT IT. Kebs kung ilang tingin na ng pagkairita ang binibigay sa amin ng mga nagrereview for the finals (sorry pero di naman namin sinasadya na maistorbo kayo) ang buong 1-C ay walang humpay na nagpaikot-ikot sa library para tulungan ang bawat isa. Sabi ko nga, ito na yata ang pinakamatagal kong pags-stay sa library sa buong buhay ko. Ang sarap ng feeling. Salamat sa lahat ng tumulong sa akin, at sa lahat ng mga natulungan ko, it's always a pleasure for me to be of help to people who deserve it. Salamat, salamat, salamat.

Napag-usapan na namin ito ni Yvie eh. Si Koko ay special mention sa entry na ito dahil sa mga cute na cute nyang statements.

Sa elevator: "I was playing hide and seek with my parents last night. (Nalito kami) Nagtatago ako para di nila ako matanong tungkol sa Finals." (at naliwanagan kami.. ang cute cute ng pagkakasabi nya)
Sa titanic: "I almost texted my dad last night. Itatanong ko sana kung tatanggapin parin nya na anak nya ako. Di naman ground for disinheritance ito diba? (on failing sa law school)"
Text message nya nun Monday sa akin: "Why is a husband disallowed to file for annulment due his impotency when his wife refuses such application to annul? Because he has no legal STANDING. (laughtrip ka!)
Sa titanic ulit: "Inaaway ako ng girlfriend ko, kasi she was askin me if she's fat and then i told her, Mabuti na yan para walang lalaking magkagusto sayo jan." (Maling-mali talaga un Koko!)
Sa wifi section ng Lib:
Koks: Why dont i see the people who are viewin me?
Euns: Baka they're all anonymous na.
Koks: Even my girlfriend?
Euns: I think she's checking other guys' profiles out.
Koks: Bawiin mo yan.

Birthday ni Chorizo ngayon. Pero un entry nya ay ihihiwalay ko na lang. Special eh. Happy Birthday Ana. Mahal ka namin! Sana masaya ka. =)

Munchin' on Enticin'

Munchkins that arent worth
munchin, coffee that's not
worth drinkin. Milk that
changes your favorite
drink. Some enticing
things aren't as enticing
as they look.

Tanggap Ko Na

Tanggap ko na. I dont think i'll pass my Persons and Family Relations final exam. Scratch that. I will not pass the subject. Ang bigat sa loob.

We met up with Sir Vanni this afternoon to consult. Well, i think my recit grades are decent enough. Now i have to make sure that i'll get at least a 75 in the final exam if i wanna continue my being an Ateneo Law Student.

I got to find two really cute friends tonight in Starbucks. Their names are Grace and Sara... they're both chinese. Grace is 5 years old and Sara is 2 years old. I'm glad that i got to spend time with them, it's nice to be surrounded by so much innocence and optimism. T'was like therapy for me. Grace gave me a lecture on how to count in chinese and she instructed me to color the shapes that she drew. Sara is an adorable girl. She's only two but i think she's really smart. Hay. I love kids talaga. Sabi nga ni Miguel, "Magaling ka pala sa mga bata." Sa tingin ko nase-sense ng mga bata un mga kalungkutan ko. It's God's way of saying, "Hold on my child, i'm just here if you need Me." While i was observing them from afar, i got to write another "pseudo-poem". Ito nanaman ako, kinalimutan nanaman ang pag-aaral.

How do you capture innocence?
Through a stroke of color on paper.
How do you capture innocence?
through a helpless cry of a sweet child.
How do you capture innocence?
Through the eyes of an oblivious kid at work.
How do you capture innocence?
Through a baby's incoherent giggle.
How do you capture innocence?
Why would you want to capture something that's beautifuly free?
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The Purple Poem

I feel sad for my friend. We got to interact once tonight and he managed to let me know that he feels bad about a certain project that he had to submit in school. He feels like he didnt do well. I was askin him, "Bakit kasi di mo ginalingan?" then i had to stop. I cannot believe it came out of me, i felt like i was asking myself. I will not forget what he said, "Pupunta na lang ako sa isang isla tapos magpapakamatay na lang ako." It's such a sad statement. I didnt get the chance to talk to him about it but it bothered me the whole night. So i had to text him.

"Shemps di ko 'to nasabi sayo kanina nung sinabi mo na pakiramdam mo babagsak ka. Pakiramdam ko din babagsak ako pero if there's one thing that's keeping me from giving up, it's the fact that a lot of people believe in me. If it's worth anything, i want you to know that i believe in you. I know you'll do just fine. Nyt."

Natutuwa ako for Mel. Habang nagmomotmot kami kanina dahil sa Persons bigla nya sinabi, "Ok lang, may love life naman ako eh." Yun na. Im not even sure if i still have a life. Damn.

Dati Ko Pa Gusto i-post ito.

you're on my mind had another sleepless nite
and all I think about is that I want you here and now
all I wanna say is that I want you in my life
I need you to hold me make me feel so rite

there's no other love oh yeah
you're everything that I'm looking for and more
so tell me why, why are you so shy
when you're walking right by I get this feeling inside

Chorus
baby I want you but I don't know what to say
I see you everyday when you come around my way
I want you to know that I'm in love with you
so baby come on come on and tell me how you feel

my friends say that I'm wasting my time
but I don't listen to them
cuz I know you're gonna be mine
they don't understand the feelings inside
all I want from you is that you give me a sign

tell me how you feel, tell me how you feel
I can see it in ur eyes when you're walking by
you feel me I feel you too
why are u so shy when u walk by
I get this feeling inside

Chorus
baby I want you but I don't know what to say
I see you everyday when you come around my way
I want you to know that I'm in love with you
so baby come on come on and tell me how you feel

I know that it's you that holds the key to my heart
and I don't what I would do if I can't have your love
how you feel

Chorus

baby I want you but I don't know what to say
I see you everyday when you come around my way
I want you to know that I'm in love with you
so baby come on come on and tell me how you feel
baby I want you but I don't know what to say
I see you everyday when you come around my way
I want you to know that I'm in love with you
so baby come on come on and tell me how you feel

Mamulaklak na Salita

Bakit ako natatawa?
Natatawa pero di natutuwa.
Natutuwa ka ba na nalulungkot ako?
Ako ang nagsusulat pero ako ang sumusunod.
Sumusunod-sunod, nagbabaka sakali, nagpaparamdam?
Nagpaparamdam ako pero di mo maramdaman, di naman manhid.
Manhid ka na ba sa lahat ng mga sampal, suntok at sipa ng kapalaran?
Kapalaran ang pagkikita sa walang kasiguraduhan na landas ng kasiyahan.
Kasiyahan na di pa dumadating sa kabila ng lahat ng kalungkutan?
Kalungkutang tinatamasa na parang walang katapusan.
Katapusan ba ang sagot sa lahat ng katanungan?

Katanungang maingay, sagot na tahimik.
Tahimik na sigaw, tenga'y sinarhan?
Sinarhan pati pusong sugatan.
Sugatan na naghihilom?
Naghihilom.

Natatawa
Natutuwa
Ako
Sumusunod-sunod
Nagpaparamdam
Manhid
Kapalaran
Kasiyahan
Kalungkutan
Katapusan
Katanungan
Tahimik
Sinarhan
Sugatan
Naghihilom

The Depressives

Hilary: Why are you so desperate?
Mom: I dont wanna end up alone.
---from Perfect Man

jhersee33 : haay. i wish im in love.
anna_mitz : are you not?
jhersee33 : not YET. di ko pa nakikita un sarili ko na karelasyon sya. argh. i dont even know if i ever will. weird no? parang naisip ko si Aidan.. "if you're not ready to marry me now.. you're not gonna be ready."
anna_mitz : hmm, i know that feeling too ako nga eh, i can nver imagine myslef with him. alam mo kasi, marami kang nagsa stop sayo from falling for him
jhersee33 : right, right. tulad ng?
anna_mitz: una, law school, second, yung age, third, i have yet to get the full kwento about him to add to my list
jhersee33 : hahahahaha. "Depressives don't [want to be happy]. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing." naalala mo ito sa CLOSER?
anna_mitz : i couldnt agree more why are we like this anyway? why do we choose this road to unhappiness? things could have been a lot easier. but yet... i dont know how else to live my life. have we become so jaded? embittered? so self-consumed? why cant we just find happiness in small things? shempre for us, if its not complicated, its not worth our time.
jhersee33 : shit. i totally agree.
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I Feel so Loved.

Salamat sa mga taong huling nagbigay ng testi sa akin. It's always a pleasure to know that people value me. You guys dont know how much i appreciate these things.


meliecar, Friday, September 09, 2005:
i loooovveee this girl who wouldn't? =)..she's one of the nicest persons sa block..super sweet, friendly and funny! The founder of our secret society...;-) am uber glad i got to know you..

Paula, Thursday, September 15, 2005: 1st impression:

honestly, words that came into my mind were the instructions for orsem which said "comfortable clothes" then i saw eunice (stilettos, frilly skirt and all the works pare the works! hehe), and i said (to myself of course), "she must've missed the instructions"...booooy was i wrong! ganun na pala sya kahit pa sa UP, haha cute isipin. she truly is a fashionista and a half. i dunno what the half is for, hehe... just to emphasize ;) ..also, eunice is the ONLY person who can pull off this question addressed to our consti prof: "boxers or briefs" hahahaha laughtrip talaga! oh well, i miss hanging out with this girl, she truly brings back LIFE that is being sucked out by law school. keep the spirits up, malay mo, inspiration ka pala sa marami hehe :) see yah sa oath taking hehehe (*please Lord, please*)

'Nalin', Monday, September 19, 2005:
This testimonial is difficult... WHY? Coz Eunice, my dear Law classmate is capable of being anything!

She can be a chatterbox perpetually cracking jokes and malulufet na hirits yet there are moments when i see her just contenting herself with silence.

There are times when she speaks of life's in-depth ironies yet she also takes notice of its frivolities.

For me, Eunice is like a ray of light... na sobrang nkaka-lighten ng mood pag anjan na sha.

Goodluck sa school! Go UP!

Shemyl, Saturday, October 01, 2005:

This girl is UNBELIEVABLE. She has the ability to make friends in a short period of time. Meeting her will make you feel like you've known her forever. Great GAL...ZULEIKA!!! She is one of those people you'll not forget easily. SMILE is an UNDERSTATEMENT... LAUGHTRIP kung LAUGHTRIP.

Koko, Tuesday, October 04, 2005:
i'm not too good with words, so i will be brief: wansi will neber b wat t s widawt u.

JOTSJOTS, Thursday, October 06, 2005:
si yunis magaling gumawa na mga oh-so-nakakaliw-na-sentence (si yunis na nung una hindi ko magawan ng testi kase over tweaked ata yung profile
si yunis na mahilig bumungisngis pero mahilig din tumahimik...
si yunis ka-manner in the way of talking ng pinsan kong si paloys
si yunis na matalino in her own right, and yes im sure you'll get your 96, but im more certain that you'll your 100 somewhere somehow, you'll see you'll have it someday...
si yunis, na kakaiba magdamit, kamusta naman and syoll??? anu ba ispelling ng syoll? yung may pashmeeda etc... hehe
si yunis mabilis gumawa ng kaibigan, kaibigan na nga namin to lahat sa starbs eh
you know i could go on and write a thousand, maybe a million things about yunis a.k.a eunice, *yet you the viewer wouldnt fully appreciate the beauty of her cheerful(l) and profound personality by just reading, you need to meet her and spend moments so you'd know thats she's worth the world nay, she's worth more.

tats na tats ako mga kapatid. mahal ko kayo. =)