Halik ng Diwata

Hindi ko na maalala kung paano ang maramdaman ka. Nananaghoy ako di tulad ng isang umiibig na naghihintay sa kanyang sinta kundi tulad ng pangungulila ng langit sa mga tala na kinukubli ng mga dumadaang mga ulap.

Ang paglisan mo ay nag-iwan ng mga agam-agam. Ni ang aking alaala ay hindi maibigay ang damdamin na pumuno sa akin ng naryan ka pa. Hindi ka isang alaala, hindi ka isang gunita... ikaw ay tila halik ng diwata na nag-iiwan ng maraming mga tanong ukol sa katotohanan at mahika.

My Source of Joy Fled

Koko Nog apparently was in the law school while I was enthusiastically listening in my Corp Gov class. He had a question about "the boyfriend".

Koko, I still am not in a relationship. This is contrary to popular belief. I miss you and I hope your date went pretty fine.

Sabi ng HOROSCOPE eh!

The Bottom Line

Like the song says, when it comes to a new relationship, you had better shop around!

In Detail

As the song says, when it comes to a new relationship, you had better shop around! There are quite a few interesting candidates on the scene right now, but many of them are not worthy of a second look. Keep in mind that choosing a book based on its cover will probably leave you disappointed. When people have too much outer beauty, they sometimes tend to get lazy about inner beauty. Look for someone who offers more for you in both areas -- inside and out.

Having discriminating taste is a good thing in the realm of romance at the moment -- you're noticing the little things and paying attention to overall compatibility too. Do give 'em a chance, though. Your sweetheart wants you to be a little more spontaneous. Your reaction is to check your planner and see if there's room in the schedule for that. That's definitely a sign you need to go with the flow a little more!

No Can Do

We will find our way... you can try but you can never stop MULTIPLY addicts. And as for me, the blogging starts again.. woohoo.

I'm a POSTCARD MODEL!!!

i'm the girl, 2nd from left... NICE JUMP DIBA???? haha..

Eunice Looking for BLISS

[title's my reply to Shem]

Euns: He doesn't like me!
Chris: He doesn't know I exist!
Euns: I'm not better off!!! Sa'kin may finality... he's not that into me.

I had a moment with my crush... well, i saw him, he saw me.. NR. Hassle. I Think he even tried to avoid me. Badtrip.

Blech.

Lemme introduce you to the newest law firm in town... Pallarca Liboon Lumawag Sy Humangit Law Firm


PLUSH
"We will PLUSH your FROBLEMS away!"

Sayang, may party pooper kasi e... hmmp.

Three Persons in a Week

Three random persons talked to me this week about my "sadness". They all managed to corner me and ask if something is wrong because according to them, I look really sad...or lonely... basta malungkot. In these three moments, my reaction was the same, I was as confused as they are because the truth is, I am not really sad. I don't know if I deserve the word sad, it's too "sad" a word... I don't know if I deserve the word lonely either... it's too "lonely". I cannot accurately pinpoint what the cause of this aura is, I am not even sure if I might be blocking the loneliness that's been bothering me for the longest time.

It might be that I am afraid to embrace my loneliness or to even acknowledge the fact that I am seriously in need of something at least close to interesting to happen in my life. I don't want sadness to eat the spirit that's been keeping me from losing whatever happiness I have stored in my being. I don't want loneliness to betray me and make people see right through the happy wall that I was able to build.

I am afraid of fragility. No matter how many times I vowed not to hide it anymore. Maybe I do need some saving... maybe these three people are meant to wake me up and toface that part of me that I'm running away from.

I am a mess. I want to be me again. I don't know how and where to start.

ABRUPT

An abrupt ending fits our abrupt start. Perhaps it's not as abrupt as everyone thinks for from my perspective it was slow, so slow that when it finally came, I went right ahead without logic, without doubt, without surprise. It was only until you gently but forcefully told me to stop and I was left with an abrupt sadness that unfortunately cannot abruptly go away.

I need you to abruptly come back, to abruptly decide to stay and to surprise me with the most abrupt of all gestures. Prove me wrong, prove them wrong only because I believed when no else believed and looked forward before anyone could ever see.

This is my abrupt goodbye, this is our abrupt end and if it finally hits you... the abruptness of everything that has befallen us, please do abruptly start again... or just disappear, abruptly.

Vowed "Never Again"

It is improper to get disappointed when you had no right to have expectations at all. The worst part would be to feel bad about it but instantly forget your pain when you look at him and he nonchalantly brushes the whole thing off. You smile because he makes you smile. Underneath the ray of sunshine is that seemingly calm sky waiting to pour rain all over you because you vowed not to get wet again.

What do I like?

Horoscope for today:

It's time to figure out what you truly like and what you just think you should like. In some cases, the two areas will correspond. In others -- well, not so much. Remember: The truth shall set you free.

Stay right in your comfort zone when it comes to matters of the heart now. You'll know when you're ready to go out on a limb, and meanwhile, your rock-steady sexiness exerts its own ineluctable appeal.

Making peace with your past is key to understanding your present. You're feeling more objective and generous right now, especially as you consider everything that's brought you to this relationship.

Sabi ni Jan, mukha daw ako malungkot kagabi... ang dahilan po ay ang mga katagang sinambit ni Chinky...

"I was walking kanina and then I realized.... I've been WALKING ALONE."

At kami ni Patring ay nagmistulang mga malungkot na puppy sa pagkakarinig namin nito.

Sabi nga namin ni Patring ang sweetest word as of the moment ay... "Seatbelt." Kasi sa Transformers diba, habang nagkakagulo na ang lahat di nakalimutan ng bidang lalaki na ipaalala sa kanyang kasintahan na magsuot ng SEATBELT. Pang-MAALAALA MO KAYA diba?

Simple lang naman ang gusto ko. Un napapatawa ako at nakakapagpangiti sakin pag nakatalikod sya. I was talking with Rachel about my lunch and coffee date on Saturday and why I was going... I need some damage control. I have to put things into their proper perspective. I know it's selfish but if I learned something from Neverland, it's no never ever put myself again in a situation where I'll end up confused, hurt and well.... LEFT ALONE.

Nasan ang companionship pag kailangang kailangan mo sya?

High School Moments

I started my day with a really embarrassing moment... I was walking towards Ces' car when I slipped on the Starbucks ramp... The good news is, I didn't fully fall.. the bad news is, I made a fool out of myself by desperately trying to maintain my balance thus making me do the "FLYING WITHOUT WINGS ACTION". Sa harap ng mga drivers na naghihintay sa mga amo nila sa Starbucks. Great.

Ano ang ultimate high school moment, I remember writing in one of my recent blog entries that Chris and I are looking for our Law school incentive... well, we found our sole crushes for this sem and we serendipitously bumped into them on our way to our classroom. Sabi ni Lord, "Naghahanap kayo ng incentive.. Ayan!" ANg problem, un ay CHris, ako ang nakakita because I "technically" know him due to some random inuman sessions with him, he smiled when he thought I was smiling at him in the Lib... Chris was walking behind me and she didn't even notice that we walked past her crush. SAYANG. As for my own high school moment, well, it was better than Chris' because I acknowledged his presence but the bad part is, there is nothing kakilig-kilig about the "bumping into the crush" moment that I had.

Sige, one step at a time. Fine. Ang importante, we found at least one for each of us to make life in the law school a little less boring. Something to look forward to diba?