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When things like what happened happen, you couldn’t help but look at things and people differently. It becomes not a matter of choice but a matter of acceptance. You get hurt in the process, especially if you’re someone who’s not a big fan of change. You look back and think about what you could’ve and should’ve done differently not with regret but with the hope that in the end, you will learn something from the experience. When you look back, you see flashbacks, pictures of people who have been kind to you, who have been true friends to you and those who were quick to judge. You are faced with one dilemma, do you carry the pain with you or leave it behind?
Pain is a stubborn thing. It sticks with you during your frailest of moments. It strikes when you expect them to strike but more effectively and more aggressively comes when you’re already on the floor, trampled upon and beaten up. Then comes betrayal. It wouldn’t be called betrayal if it’s not by someone dear to you. Someone whom you have looked at a lot of times in the past with a smile that says ”I am so glad you’re here.” When finally you are made aware of what has been said and done, you do not feel anger or hatred. You just feel disappointed that you trusted blindly and that you loved unconditionally.
But like what I said, it is now a matter of acceptance, of a vow that you will not look the other away again. It is not of losing faith but of finding the courage to keep the faith. To be disappointed is one thing, but to live in a world where you doubt everything is like not living at all. You look around and see all these people who are more than willing to be there for you, no matter what and you begin to be grateful again. It only takes one hug, one pat on the back, one smile to make you believe once more. It only takes a handful of true friends to remind you that you can move on. You can go forward… and that finally you can be healed.

Inside Joke

(Sulat Para sa Lalaking May Sariling Mundo)
Hello.
Hell no.
He’ll know.
Hehe.
Heh!
(Para sa Lalaking Naging Aking Mundo)
Heh!
Hehe.
He’ll know.
Hell no.
Hello.

because i was tagged by Rach...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

SALSA 2009

Fr. Bernas' uploaded video of SALSA's performance last saturday a MUSIKA MANILA: ALS Night of the Arts.

http://gallery.me.com/jbernas#101229

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SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 of these films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own blog account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click publish at the bottom.
( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x ) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x ) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 5
(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman
( x) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( x) Saw
(x ) Saw II
(x ) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 15
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
( x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x ) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( x) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 26
(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x ) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 36
(x) Finding Nemo
(x ) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
( x) The Grinch
( x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 45
(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 54
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x ) Final Destination 3
(x ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( x) Flubber
Total so far: 65
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
(x ) From Hell
( x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x ) I Am Sam
(x ) The Whole Nine Yards
(x ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 74
(x ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x ) Child's Play...snippets
(x ) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( x) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
(x ) The Grudge
(x ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 87
(x) Bad Boys
(x ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(x ) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(x ) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x ) Predator II
(x) The Fog
(x ) Ice Age
(x ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 99
(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x ) War of the Worlds
(x ) Rush Hour
(x ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 107

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
( x) The Terminator 2
( x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 118
(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x ) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(x ) Jeepers Creepers
( x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 134
(x ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(x ) The Notebook
(x ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
(x ) Ice Castles
(x ) Boogeyman
(x ) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 141
(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 147

( ) Baseketball
(x) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
( ) Elf
(x ) Highlander
(x) Mothman Prophecies
(x) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 151
( ) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
(x ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
( ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 155
( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
(x ) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x ) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(x ) Waterworld
Total so far: 161

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
( x) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
(x) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 166
(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x )Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x)Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 172
(x ) The Matrix
(x ) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
(x ) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
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Excerpt from "Iba't Ibang Ngalan ng Hangin"

Liham


1.

Kaninang madaling-araw,
dumungaw ako sa bintana at buong-lakas na isinigaw
ang iyong pangalan. Nangatal ang mga dahon.
Patuloy na nagsayaw ang nag-iisang gamugamo
sa paligid ng umaandap-andap na ilaw-poste.
Umusad ang mga ulap. Nagkubli ang buwan.
Walang sinumang lumingon.

2.

Gusto kong ipaalam sa iyo
kung gaano nang kahirap ang dumilat.
Nagdurugo ang kalawakan
sa bawat kong pagtingala, nagiging simbigat ng tingga,

at wala na akong magawa kundi abangan
ang marahas nitong pagbulusok.
Ilang libong taon nang uso
ang kamatayan, sabi ng isang makata, at oo,

ilang libong taon na nga tayong binabagabag
ng mga hangganan, ngunit iyon at iyon pa rin
ang katahimikang sumasakop sa ating mga lalamunan
sa tuwing napagtatantong di na babalik ang lumisan.

Iyon pa rin ang mga pagnanasang
alam nating di kailanman makakamtan:
Gusto kong isiping naririnig mo ako,
nababasa mo ito, at sa gilid ng papel,

napapansin mo ang isang linya, nangungulila,
walang mapagsingitan: Nasaan ka na?
Kayhirap magtanong nang walang tumutugon.
Kayhirap pumikit nang nalalamang

kadiliman din lamang ang sasalubong
sa aking pagdilat.

3.

Kailangan kong magpatuloy.
Sapagkat may mga bagay na hindi mo nagawa.

4.

Kayraming balakid sa paglimot: Dalawang talukap,
kalahating kabang langib, isang tabong dugo.

Sa pader ng kusina, sintaas ng tuhod,
may sampulgadang linya. Iginuhit mo iyon, dati,
gamit ang pulang krayola. Hanggang dito
ang inabot ng huling baha. Sandakot na abo.

Singsing, kupas na salamin. Pitak
sa marmol na sahig. Sa ibabaw ng aparador,
may bukbuking kahon, puno
ng mga luma mong liham. Paminsan-minsan,
ibinababa ko pa rin iyon, hinaharaya
ang tinig mong binibigkas ang mga linya.
Hindi mo kailangang magpaliwanag.
Naiintindihan kita. Butas-butas na maleta.

May-lamat na kopita. Kalawanging kuwadra
ng mga ibon. Sa tokador: Ilang aklat. Kuwaderno,
listahan ng mga ipamimili. Huwag
kalilimutan! Tinitigan ko nang masinsin
ang lahat nang ito, isinilid sa isang baul,

pilit pinagkasya sa bukbukin kong puso.
Sa hardin, nakaukit sa sandalan ng bangko,
isang puso, pangalan mo, pangalan ko,
Mayroon pa bang kulang? Mayroon
pa bang naiwan? Sapagkat
kailangan kong sunugin
ang lahat nang natira.

5.

GAMUGAMONG NAGSASAYAW:
Kaylapit nang magliwanag,
ngunit di ko matiis na lumapit sa iyong init.

UMAANDAP-ANDAP NA ILAW-POSTE:
May hanggan ang halat.

GAMUGAMONG NAGSASAYAW:
Alam kong kapag lumapit ako nang tuluyan,
masusunog ako.

UMAANDAP-ANDAP NA ILAW-POSTE:
May mga pagkakataong kailangan nating magpasya.

GAMUGAMONG NAGSASAYAW:
Ngunit kaydilim ng lungsod! Kaylamig!
Kailangan ko ng kapirasong liwanag.
Iyon lamang, at maaari na akong pumanaw.

UMAANDAP-ANDAP NA ILAW-POSTE:
Huwag nating pag-usapan ang kamatayan.

6.

Kailangan kong magpatuloy.
Sapagkat malapit nang magliwanag.

7.

Gusto kong pagkasyahin sa iilang saknong
itong dambuhalang kadilimang dumaragan
sa kumikipot at kumikipot kong sulok ng lungsod.

Ngunit paano? Kung bukas, may maalala ako,
isusulat ko na lamang iyon sa lumang diyaryo,
sa likod ng kalendaryo, ibubulong sa mga ibon,

iguguhit sa hangin, at saka hihipan.
Aasa na lamang na babalik sa akin ito
bilang hininga, o ulan. Aasa na lamang

na maririnig mo ako. Gusto kong isigaw,
paulit-ulit, buong-lakas, ang iyong pangalan.
Gusto kong bulungan ako ng bintana

gamit ang nangangatal mong tinig.
Kayrami ko pang gustong sabihin,
ngunit sadya nga sigurong tungkol ito

sa mga hangganan. Gusto kong maglaho
ang lahat ng hangganan. Gusto kong
ipagbawal ang kamatayan.

Gusto ko nang pumikit, at dumilat
nang hindi nangungulila, nakaantabay
sa muling pagliwanag ng kalawakan,

at naririto pa rin, palagi,
umaalala.

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written by Palance 2008 winner, Mikael de Lara Co

Dahil pag nagmahal ka...





... hindi totoo na hindi ka dapat humingi ng kapalit. May minimum requirement parin yan. Alanganamang magkaron ng UNJUST ENRICHMENT diba?

... hindi totoo na dapat mahirap. Dapat lang matibay.

.... hindi totoo na hindi ka na pwede mag-celebrate ng Valentine's kasama ang single friends mo. Kasi, single ka parin, legally. (Pilosopo). At higit sa lahat, mas masarap malasing ng sila parin ang kasama.

.... hindi totoo na you're always better off. Kasi nga, ang pagiging single, may perks din. Ang problema, hindi discriminatory, kahit may relasyon ka pa o wala.

... hindi totoo na ang sukatan ay kung napapasaya ka nya. Ang sukatan ay kung masaya ka. May pagkakaiba.

... hindi totoo na okay lang na sinasaktan ka nya. Dapat saktan mo din sya.

... hindi totoo na dapat di ka na tumutingin sa iba. Ang totoo, kahit anong gawin mo, titingin at titingin ka. Ang mas malaking tanong ay kung pagkatingin mo sa iba, ibabalik mo ba ang tingin mo sa kanya.

... hindi totoo na dapat may spark. Ang mas dapat, may pagliyab. Kung spark kasi manipis lang na ebidensya ng kuryente e, pero pag may apoy... iba na talaga.

... hindi totoo na dapat sigurado kang siya na. Pwede rin kasi na sya pala ang front act mo para sa iba. At kahit na matapos ang "set" nya, pag inalala mo, ang punto parin, minahal mo sya.

... nagmahal ka. Kahit ano pa ang mangyari pagkatapos ng bola.

Of Hello's, Thank You's and Beginnings

Thank you for this great morning.
Thank you for knowing how to start things right.
For breakfast. For the whole good morning concept.
Valentine's Day is rockin' because once again we have started it right.
It's not how it ends, it's how it started...
Thank you for Valentine's and everything else in between.
Thank you for keeping our little secret.
Kayod na ulit.
Remember, you got me at hello.
(nakakasuka na)
Mabalik tayo sa oil industry... haha.

MUSIKA MANILA (ALS Night of the Arts '09)

Link

LUPANG HINARANG

FARMERS’ PILGRIMAGE for CARPER


Why a Farmers’ Pilgrimage for CARPER?
The historic journey of the Sumilao Farmers by walking from Bukidnon to Manila paved the way for their eventual victory after 12 long years of struggle. Their experience leaves prints of hope and inspired other groups to make their own pilgrimage. The same is true with the Banasi and Calatagan farmers who, inspired by the Sumilao farmers’ struggle, walked for more than 444 kilometers from Camarines Norte to Manila and from Batangas to Manila, to claim their lands under agrarian reform.
Their successful campaign exposed the Achilles hill of the landed states and brought agrarian reform to the forefront of national concern. CARP had reached its 20 years of implementation on 15 June 2008, but congress seemed indifferent to the calls of peasant groups to extend and reform CARP. It even disregarded the resounding call of the 79 Bishops for the passage of CARPER. The only thing it did was to issue Joint Resolution No. 19, which only paralyzed CARP, short of killing it.
Calls for an urgent and coordinated response from peasant movements, AR advocates, the Church and Civil Society are overwhelming. The Church, through the Catholic Bishops Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) is very consistent in calling for a legislation that will extend and reform CARP. Bishop Pabillo’s hunger strike is a testament to this.
The primary aim then of the Farmers’ Pilgrimage for CARPER is to contribute to the wider agrarian reform struggle to pressure congress to pass CARPER before June 30, 2009. The strategy is to raise the consciousness of the public to take concrete actions and as well as for the farmers to lead the cause by taking the pilgrimage for CARPER.
Considering the time element, 50 Sumilao farmers and other groups will have a caravan from Bukidnon to Visayas, and shall start their walk at the Banasi area in Bicol. The Sumilao farmers will encourage the locals that they shall pass through to join the pilgrimage. It is expected that the pilgrims will increase after every diocesan forum. The core pilgrims shall be joined by the Banasi Farmers upon reaching Banasi, Bula, Camarines Sur. They shall also be joined by the Calatagan Farmers when they reach Batangas. The increasing number of pilgrims shall continue their walk to the House of Representatives in Manila to converge with other farmer groups.
PILGRIMAGE UPDATE
11 February 2009
Today (11 February 2009) marks another historic journey of landless farmers to justice and equity. It is on this day that they embark on a pilgrimage to Manila to pressure congress to extend and reform the Comprehensive Agrarian Reform Program (CARP).
As a kick-off salvo of their campaign, a CARPER Forum was held this afternoon within the 50 hectares of land that was reclaimed by the Sumilao Farmers from San Miguel. The choice of the place deliberate as it symbolizes victory of the poor and marginalized farmers against the powerful and influential San Miguel.
Atty. Jan Perry Eugenio, legal officer of BALAOD Mindanaw, provided the framework of the forum, and presented the salient provisions of CARPER. After the discussion, there was an open forum. Mr. Rene Penas of the Sumilao farmers read the “Citizen’s Petition to the Congress of the Philippines to Pass the CARP Extension with Reform Bills (House Bill 4077 and Senate Bill 2666)”.
The petition was signed by around 150 participants who attended the forum. The pilgrim-farmers hope to get as many signatures to sign the citizen’s petition in order to show to congress the overwhelming call for it to do its constitutional duty of extending CARP with the necessary reforms.
Bishop Honesto Pacana was present in the forum. He first read the letter of Congressman Ernesto Guingona of the 3rd district of Bukidnon expressing the support to the campaign. He also expressed his disgust over Joint Resolution No. 19, which effectively cancels the distribution of 64 percent (64%) of new lands which are set to be covered by CARP as well as halts the distribution of all lands that are being processed for distribution under the compulsory acquisition mode.
“Joint Resolution No.19 must be stricken down as it violates Constitutional mandate of just distribution of all agricultural lands,” said Bishop Pacana.
The non-implementation of CARP triggered the conduct of this action. He stressed that there is a need to pressure the government particularly our legislators. He challenged our legislators to respect the rights of the farmers and uphold the law and set aside their interests as landlords. He ended his speech by assuring the participants that during the last Bishop’s meeting, they all agreed that the church will give its full support in this initiative. He likewise inspired the people by describing the pilgrimage as “Ray of Hope”, for this action will benefit not only the few but the entire country. And for this, it is expected that the support of the Filipino people across the country is at hand.
He also encouraged the pilgrim-farmers to be steadfast in their commitment, and assured them that his prayers are always with them.
The message of Peter Tuminhay of the Sumilao Farmers was also very emotional as he expressed their commitment to support the campaign on CARPER. Once again, the Sumilao Farmers will go out on streets. This time, it is not only for themselves, but for the other farmers who up to now do not own the land they are tilling. He stressed that the Sumilao Farmers will not stop to participate in public actions as long as injustice exists in our country.
DAR Region X Regional Director Felix Aguhob was also present and assured the farmers that the Department of Agrarian Reform supports this campaign.
PARO Celestiano of Bukidnon on his part closed the forum with warm wishes for the success of the pilgrim-farmers pilgrimage for CARPER. The forum ended around 4:00 in the afternoon. The Sumilao farmers who will join the pilgrimage shall be spending the night with their families and prepare for tomorrow’s caravan and forum to be held in Cagayan de Oro City.
In preparation of the long pilgrimage, the Sumilao Farmers and other farmers in Bukidnon performed a ritual yesterday to ask the spirits to guide the pilgrim-farmers as well as the staff of BALAOD Mindanaw and other support groups who shall join the long pilgrimage.
The ritual started at 10:30 in the morning until 2:00 in the afternoon. The family members of the pilgrims also joined the ritual performed by Datu Nicanor Tuminhay, Marcelo Salagiya, Bernabe Ligmon, and Anao Baloan and made their own prayer for guidance. After the ritual, they shared a community meal.
Two farmers from Davao del Sur also arrived yesterday to join the core pilgrim-farmers all the way to Manila. Farmers from Agusan del Sur are also expected to arrive and join the pilgrimage.
Later in the afternoon, an orientation and internal preparation was conducted, especially to those who have not joined the “Walk for Land, Walk for Justice” campaign. But, this new chapter of their wider struggle will still not be easy for those who joined the 1,700 walk. Like anybody else, they are not immune to long for their family and loved ones, said Rene Penas.
Yet, despite the expected long drawn struggle, the pilgrim-farmers are ready to leave everything to fight for everything that matters to them – their land.
WHAT CAN BE DONE FOR THE PASSAGE OF THE CARPER BILL?
· We should push Congress to perform its constitutional duty of enacting a law extending CARP with the necessary reforms especially those contained in House Bill 4077 and Senate Bill 266 at the soonest possible time.
· We must push Congress to revoke Join Rsolution No. 19 in order to give way to land acquisition and distribution through Compulsory Acquisition.
· We should resist and block anti-CARP bills like the Perfecting Amendment Bills proposed by Congressman Villafuerte
· We should continue our struggle of relentlessly upholding the rights of the farmers and farmworkers in order to promote the principles of justice and equity enshrined in our Constitution
· Strengthen our collective resolve and commitment and work to expand agrarian reform constituents to support the nationwide call to extend and reform CARP

25 Random Things (joining the bandwagon)

1. I was Little Miss Anito (don’t even ask), Little Miss SM, but I wasn’t allowed to join Little Miss Philippines…My parents convinced me to not embark on a journey in show business by bribing me with two Nintendo Family Computer Games, Popeye and Donkey Kong Jr.
2. My childhood sweetheart is the kid in the 500 peso bill, giving flowers to the soldiers. He went to the seminary, went out and didn’t go to my 18th birthday. He claimed to have courted me back when everyone was crushing on him (grade 4) but I only found out in college. I got angry because I could’ve had bragging rights if I had known that we were hanging out after choir practice because he was into me. When I was in nursery I had a love team whom I only remember now as the classmate I used to call Shaider.
3. I was first honor from Kinder 1 to 4th year high school. Perfect attendance from Kinder 1 to fourth year high school except in kinder 2 (had chicken pox) and grade 1 (little miss SM). My achievements substantially decreases as I grow older.
4. I used to bully my playmates into playing Office-officean instead of bahay-bahayan. I stopped playing Chinese Garter in Grade 4 because I started growing breasts.
5. I joined Center for Pop Music Philippines when I was in high school, Performance Artists’ Circle in college. And is planning to join PBB Celebrity Edition while waiting for the 2009 Bar Results.
6. I was a choir member, dated a choir member and was in love with a choir member. Trauma ito.
7. Ironically, i have really low self esteem. I rejected a lot of good guys because I couldn’t bear the thought of people asking why he’s dating me. I see my crushes as men who are out of my league. That’s why I get disheartened when I find out that they like me pala.
8. I love being alone. I don’t like big groups. I feel more productive alone. I do things in my own time, through my own way and I don’t like asking for help.
9. I cry at the silliest of moments. Cannot fake crying when needed (i.e. plays).
10. I dated a warlock. And a stalker. And a creep. And a loose shirt-wearing guy. And a bisexual. And another bisexual. And A lot of artists. And an artista. Oh, and my bestfriend. A lot of other frogs. I am an official freak magnet. Liban lang kay Boyps. Hehe.
11. Bea Alonzo was my schoolmate. We used to be in a dance group together. My friend, Ivee beat her in a beauty pageant. Haha. But she’s a nice girl. Sitti Navarro was my schoolmate too. I used to be more popular. Kidding Sitti. Hehe
13. I hate flats. I love stilettos. I hate jeans because I don’t fit in them nicely. I used to be really baduy with my hiphop clothes, bad hair highlights and staple cap . Now I’m just a little baduy.
14. I’ve never been thin my whole life. I blame it on my really slow metabolism. In short, di ako matakaw. When I was in grade school, I always get the “kinakain mo yata ang pagkain ng mga kapatid mo” joke because both of them, despite their really big appetite, are skinny.
15. I love watching movies and tv shows, pause them and take down quotable quotes. I love FACE OFF. My Bestfriend’s Wedding never fails to make me cry, every single time.
16. When I’m in class, I write things that are bloggable.
17. I like everyone, even those who have hurt me. I never get angry.
18. I am very spiritual. i go to mass every Sunday. I pray all the time. I feel bad when I see old people begging for money.
19. I am scheming. All my crushes become my friends because I want them to be. I ignore my crushes intentionally when I see them in parties and loooove to tease them to other women. Projection kung projection.
20. My first dream was to be a ballerina, then I realized that I’m fat, then I wanted to be a newscaster but feared that I might be required to go to dangerous assignments. So, I decided to be a lawyer. I was in grade three when I decided to be in the legal profession.
21. I took Economics because I thought it was all about supply and demand. Nobody warned me that it will be 4 years of calculus. The only college entrance exam I took was the UPCAT. I didn’t go to the UST exam because I didn’t want to miss class. (refer to perfect attendance item)
22. I only said I love you to a guy twice in my whole life. The first one was the biggest disaster. (refer to Proposal letter blog entry)
23. I only asked a guy to go out with me twice. The first one was, again, a total disaster. The second one was a mystery. I never had sex in my life. Not even close to having sex. I am very conservative, contrary to popular belief.
24. I only pay 50 pesos for my haircut. I cut my own bangs. I tweeze my own brows, I wax my upper liphair, I do my own manicure and pedicure. Kasi wala akong pera.
25. always have issues during exams. So….. the bar exam will be a really big challenge. Mejo High maintenance ako pero , I love guys who can “Maintain me.”

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