Sabi ko nga

Euns: Kuya, paiwan po nitong mga gamit ko ha. yosi lang po ako... tsaka ito
pa po.. sorry.
Kuya: E ma'am, number nyo po gusto nyo iwan?

Sabi ko nga.

Bourne Ultimatum

[Eunice is drooling still while writing this entry and a few hours after she watched the flick]

Ok, I knew it was going to be a good film, I just didn't know it was going to be that HOT. I was literally trying not to get hit in the fight scenes. I FELT JASON'S PAIN. Not in an emotional kind of way, but everything felt so real that I couldn't help but dock every single time.

It didn't hurt that Matt Damon's just so effin' hot and uhmm, "BRUSKO". It was a great finale to a great series. Hay. Sayang lang I won't see Matt / Jason again. Anyway, that's what DVD's are for.

If you haven't watched it, PLEASE DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND WATCH THE GODDAMN FLICK! Fine, watch it after A Love Story if you must. But the point is, DO WATCH IT.

I Wanted So Badly to be Witty

But all that the situation permitted me to say was... "Ggggghhhggghhhh...gloglogloglog..."

Ayos. May araw ka din.

On the 7th Day, the Goddess Rested

Woohoo! Six straight days. It was a perfect execution.

A lot has happened this week, I was able to once again test my strength when I received quite a depressing news. I had to be strong for a lot of people. I had to be happy for a lot of people. I had to be level-headed. I had to be sane for my sake.

It was quite a rollercoaster ride, but I'm alive and ready for another ride i guess.

If you want a summary I can say that I felt happy.

If you want a more detailed narrative... I felt happy most of the time.

On the 7th day. I rested. Until tomorrow, I'll be free. Sort of.

Freedom's overrated. In the same way that almost everything that we write, read and talk about are.

The only thing that's not is... uhmmm. I have no idea.

Yehey

Friend: Oh my god, ang laki ng pinayat mo.. [be prepared for the clincher] it's
like... You're half the woman that you used to be... Pwede ba kita picture-an?

Un un eh! Haha.

I Did Remember

The tragedy of it all is that everything's stored in my memory.
And my phone was set to remind me every single time.
It was too late when I realized that as midnight strikes, destiny will make fun of me.

I did remember. I still remember. I want to forget. Scratch that, I need to forget.

5th Day of Drunkenness

I HAVE TO CONSTANTLY REMIND MYSELF THAT I DESERVE A BREAK.

Therefore, I've been drinking the whole week. Good job.

Learned a lot of things from new friends. Learned a lot of things from old ones.

Never ever drink before a SALSA practice... nakamamatay.

From Goodearth to Dencio's to BINALOT. Lahat na inuman na ng inuman.

It's nice to be carefree again, it's nice to sometimes just let things flow.

A LOVE STORY

I'm fulfilling my post-midterms plan of getting drunk the whole week... so far so good.

Never underestimate the power of Aga Muhlach and Maricel Soriano. I watched the flick the other day with people whom I think wouldn't want to be named due to possible incrimination. Yesterday, three of my friends watched the same flick. Now, we are actually quoting lines from the movie and are laughing together as we remember the MAHADERA NURSE and the WALANG PATAWAD BROTHER of Maricel. The night that we watched it, the "guy I'm with"

"Ang bulaklak ay parang babae...wag mo pipitasin kung sisirain at itatapon
mo lang because you will never find another flower like her."

"Hindi lahat ng nagpapasaya sa'tin ay tama. Madalas ang tama ay masakit sa
umpisa... pero darating din ang araw na papasayahin din tayo. Umuwi ka na,
hinihintay ka na ng asawa mo."

Fine. Nananakit nanaman itong mga quotable quotes na'to e.

Anyway, punong-puno ang sinehan... at ang tanging nagawa na lang namin ay umupo sa third row. Ayus, nakakasuka manood. Meron pang babae sa harapan namin na tinaas un paa nya sa upuan sa front nya un paa nya. MAGTAMPISAW BA? Laughtrip.

It was a great experience. Masarap maging querida.

Dahil Natawa ako ng Sobra sa RUSH HOUR 3

Kailangan ko i-post ang song na kinanta nila...pero Beyonce at Luther Vandross version ito...

THE CLOSER I GET TO YOU

The closer I get to you, the more you make me see
By giving me all you've got (Tell me more)oooh yeah your love has captured me. yeah.


Over and Over again, I've tried to tell myself that we could never be more than friends
And all the while inside I knew it was real (oooh)
The way you make me feel

Hey (oh oh oh yeah)Heeeey (and ohhhh)oh oh ohhhhh


Lying here next to you, oh ho time just seems to fly
yeah needing you more and more (more and more)
Let's give love a try (lets give love a try)
i wanna try love


Sweeter and sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts in love will find
True love (oohhh)
In a special way (oohhhh) way


The closer I get

closer I get

To you baby

The more you make me see

more you make me see

By giving me what you've got

oooh yeah

Your love

captured me


Ohhh Over and Over again
I've tried to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
When all the while inside
I knew this was real (got to be real) got to be real
The way you make me feel (you know, you know you know)


My baby, my baby, my baby, my love whooo
yeah (yeah yeah) yeah (yeah yeah)

Come a little closer so that we can see into the eyes of love (BEYONCE- I wanna see into the eyes of love come closer)
Just a little a closer let me speak to you
I wanna softly tell you something (LUTHER- Here I am, heres my love, I just want you to come closer)
Come a little closer, let me whisper in your ear 'cause I wanna tell you something (BEYONCE-I wanna whisper in your ear, so soft, so come closer and)
Move on in real close so we can clebrate the way we feel about each other’s lovin'(Luther-wanna tell you words, words of love, words that make you wanna)

MAXIMUM BENEFIT... MINIMUM BULLSHIT

Re: I Wanna Go Back to Shallow

Sabi ni Garyn, she also likes shallow because...

"MAXIMUM BENEFIT, MINIMUM BULLSHIT."

I like that. Let us all go back to shallow. Sabi nga namin ni Sep, landian lang muna. hehe.

Speaking of landian, I watched Rush Hour 3 with a "friend" the other night... Then I went drinking with the girls. The first part was the LANDIAN part, the second part of the evening will be dubbed as, "Back to REALITY" part. Pero I enjoyed naman, mainly because it wasn't planned. It just happened. Plus, a friend of mine confessed his "admiration" for one of my friends.. as usual, di ko nanaman hiningi un information, gusto lang talaga nya tine-text ako everytime na nagkakaroon sya ng mga realizations tungkol sa mga crushes nya. Very good. At most of the time, lasing sya pag sinasabi nya un.

Last night, the girls in Starbucks are once again reading what is fastly becoming our "Bible" [Lord you know naman what I mean right?], the HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU book. Because I'm a loser, and i've been reading it a lot of times already I shall quote from memory the STAGES after the HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU REALIZATION...

Stage 1: Exaltation [Otherwise known as "He's out oy my PHONE, he's out of
my LIFE"]
= ilang beses na ba natin ginawa ito? buburahin ang number sa Phonebook,
memorized naman.. alam nyo ang mas effective? Change his name to DON'T TEXT so
that yo'll be reminded of what should be done.

Stage 2: the "What the hell do I do now?" Stage
= Panic stage. The realization that you have to let go is pretty scary
naman talaga.

Stage 3: TEMPTATION [otherwise known as the DEVIL IN DISGUISE]
= Yeah, some of them come up with a lot of pretty decent reasons that it's
tempting to forgive them... but don't fall for that BS again!

Stage 4: Waiting for a long haul stage
= This is where I'm in. It's otherwise known as the "nakakinip maghintay,
pakshet kasi un mga lalaki stage".

After everything... quoting the writer, Greg:

"Replacing the mediocre relationships, halfhearted men and meaningless emails and texts is not just bone-crushing LONELINESS. It's CONFIDENCE."

Kaya, be confident. Masaya din umabot sa stage na yan e.

QUOTES I LIKE:

• If he's not calling you, it means YOU'RE NOT ON HIS MIND.
• If you can find him, he can find you.
• YOU DESERVE A FUCKING PHONE CALL.
• "Hanging out" is not dating.

Last na lang, I had dinner with one of my study buddies in Starbucks last night and he made a startling confession, this was after I confessed that I joined Little Miss SM [there, I blogged it]... He said that he wanted to join that contest back when MGA KABABAYAN KO was the coolest song, he even bought the necklace with the peace sign to convince his parents and he wanted to get Francis M.'s cut to help him play the part more effectively... Kung kilala nyo lang kung sino sya, matatawa talaga kayo. Mai-imagine nyo sya with his PURUNTONG MAKULAY SHORTS ala-FRANCIS M. Laughtrip. Sinabayan pa nya ng fact na pangarap din sana nya mag-escort sa Little Miss Philippines kasi sikat ka pagdating ng Monday kasi kinausap ka ni VIc at Joey. Sayang, gusto ko din sumali sa Little Miss Philippines dati eh, naghahanap pa naman ako ng escort nung time na un. Haha.

Three Down.. I'm Finally Halfway.

Surprisingly, I don't feel drained... I feel like I have quite a reserve of energy. Di ko alam where I'm getting it from, must be my lack of other issues, must be my passion to finally do something right or must be that God's finally allowing me to be calm. and peaceful and uhmm, genuinely happy. Mabuti naman. Sa tingin ko all of the above.

Ung lalaki na naging crush ko the other night, may girlfriend pala. At un girlfriend pa ay un mukhang masamang ugali na kontrabida sa telenovela ang tipo. I'm through with my Mara Clara days eh, kaya dahil di sya actionable document... Kebs na lang. So I have one more. Di rin masyado actionable pero PWEDE. Haha. Sep asked Pia and I if we girls check guys out too when they pass by, answer? TUMATAGINTING NA YES. Dumadaan na nga e, di mo pa titingnan. Free meal kumbaga. Bawal talaga magka-love interest sa law school kasi nakakairita lang pag ayaw mo na sya. Nakakairita rin pag gusto mo sya pero away ka nya. NAkakairita. Sa tingin ko naman may pag-asa ako dun sa isang natitira kong object of affection... ngunit subali't datapwa't... TRICKY ito.

Sa wakas inamin din ni ___ sa'kin na nag-break na sila. Binigyan ko naman sya ng MOMENT OF SYMPATHY tapos pumalakpak ako. Ang sad part, di ko na sya makukulit ng, "Hoy, BREAK na ba kayo? Mag-break na kayo!" So nawalan ako ng isang mapapagkaabalahan na libangan. Pero natutuwa parin ako kasi pwede ko na sya tuksuhin kahit kanino.

Si Quani naman, walang ginawa kung mag-tsismis tsismis sa Starbucks. Tapos paminsan-minsan, umaapela sya para sa mga bagay na DI TALAGA pwedeng i-apila.. Minsan pinagtatawanan lang nya [at ko na rin] un mga taong PULA un buhok at un mga taong nakaupo sa harap ng salamin ng Starbucks na walang table. Lakas kasi ng TRIP e.

SI Krizna, sinisira ni Sep un buhay. Si Tristan naman nasisira ang buhay sa kakaubo. At syempre, si Dema at Sev.. ayun nag-aaral.

Namimiss ko na rin un mga dating tao sa Starbucks, pero di na yata talaga babalik ang dati. [Tingin sa malayo] Si Raplh may kasamang kaibigang lalaki kagabi [tingin kay Ralph ng may malisya], pinakilala nya sakin sabi nya.. "___, si Eunice, Eunice, si _____. Single yan." Sa isip ko, ayos magpakilala tayo habang Midterms.. pero ang sinagot ko ng walang pag-aalinlangan.. "Ako din."

Tinanong ako kanina nun kasama kong nag-aaral na free-rider kung ano ang tipo ko ng lalaki, sino daw sa law school. Wala ako masagot. Masama un. Ibig sabihin, wala talaga. Nun night before, tinanong nya ko kung ano ang tipo ko sa lalaki, sabi ko MATALINO. Un na.

Ngayon, katatapos lng ng TORTS exam na di ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman.. KALMADONG KALMADO ako e. Nakakatakot un. Babalik ako ng Starbucks at magpapaka-loser na mag-aaral ng TAX. Kamusta naman. Pero di ako nagsisisi. In fact, excited na ako mag-aral. Kasi, un lang naman ang sigurado sa buhay ko ngayon. Kahit ano ang gawin ko, mag-aaral parin ako.

Grounded na grounded itong post na'to. Talagang may maayos na flow of thoughts. Concise.

I wanna watch a flick. I wanna go to CineMalaya.

Pero wala ako pera. Sya.