AMEN

"My plans for you are good and not evil, to give you a future and a hope."
Jeremiah 29:11

I Could Use SOME Sleep...

... but I have to go to Mass with my family at 8am. It's not like I look at going to Mass as an added burden to my already burned out [tried to think of a good metaphor, to no avail] powerplant. This just got me into thinking of my a few weeks old SPIRITUAL IMBALANCE. It's probably hard to imagine me looking for SPIRITUAL BALANCE but like what a lot of my old friends already know, I am a very spiritual person. Not religious, spiritual. I do respect religious ceremonies and I do believe in their relevance with regard to my practice of my faith. It's just that I choose to be more of a "God-I-know-you're-with-me-let's-talk-now" kind of girl. Lately, I have been feeling a teeny-weeny bit of guilty because the truth is, things are actually doing kind of great in my life. Not that bumpy but not that smooth, and so it's kind of stable. So, I think my SPIRITUAL IMBALANCE comes from the fact that I don't know what might be brewing in the future. This is me. I anticipate bad things looooong before it happens. It's my way of saying, "Hey BAD THING, I know you're there and I want you to know that I DON'T CARE. I will conquer you!" but somewhere along the way, before it does come... I feel afraid. I get scared a lot of times. I often look at everything around me and see myself as a nail that's sticking out. A stubborn nail. This is ME without sleep. I tend to think a lot. I tend to overanalyze. I could use some sleep. Actually, A LOT of sleep. Heck, I could be Sleeping Beauty and not care.

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This is GOING TO BE WORTH IT.

Not the time to be disheartened.

Why would he send me something so sweet after sending him something so CORNY?

Romantic Euns: Kasi he STILL LIKES YOU. After all these years.
Cynical Euns: Kasi un ung unang-unang message sa INBOX nya at di na sya nag-isip. Basta lang may mai-forward.

Simple Pleasures

1. 5-minute breaks [anything can happen. from "text-text na lang pickup line from a STRANGER" to yosi breaks, to making fun of Haze's senyora aura, LOLO jokes about you-know-who]
2. joke time with SABAW kung SABAW law students
i.e. from Tin "true love" Plata: Ano ang pinakamalakas na bagyo?
Euns: Ano?
Tin: TUKSO.
Euns: [blank stare]
Tin: *sings... Kay rami nang, winasak na tahanan... kay rami nang, matang pinaluha.

Tin: Bakit di pwede magsuot ng grass skirt si Mahal?
Euns: Bakit?
TIn: Napapagkamalan syang sipa.

Tin: Nasa hospital daw si Mahal... nasagasaan.
Euns: *look of anticipation
Tin: ... ng Tamiya.

Patring: Nalulungkot ako.
Euns: Bakit?
Patring: Bumababa na ang kalidad ng mga jokes.

Patty: May chismis ako sayo. May kakilala tayo, three months na on the way.
Euns: [interesado]
Patty: Si Santa Claus. Three months na lang, on the way na.


3. seeing the look of confusion on the faces of non-law students... "Starbucks ba'to o library?!"
4. dwelling on the ITLOG issue [see previous entry on ITLOG]
5. paparazzi moments with Patring
6. surprise visit of LOPEZ as the cool DRIVAR and driving around Rockwell with him to "catch up with our block's KAKUPALAN"
7. Justice Aquino's "closing spiel" thanking us for giving him the opportunity to share his knowledge. [Aww!]
8. learning how to read the hymenal clock
9. looking at exit and entry wounds
10. Ana's future SHOWER scene [because she apparently understands NEGO more if she's in the shower ....

Para sa lahat ng ito. I AM HAPPY.

Icky.

Ayokong makarinig ng mga kwentong FIRST KISS. Lalo na kung TORRID.

Ayokong makarinig ng mga sorpresa na nagi-involve ng lalaking naka-brief lang.

BAWAL ANG LOVE PAG FINALS. Walang logic ang love.

Clutter Bin ALERT

I felt smart today. Both my SALES and Nego recits were ok... plus, LAND TITLES quiz was tolerable. [*winks]

DuhPerm had dinner at Goodearth both to celebrate Ana's birthday and to sort of mark the OFFICIAL START OF THE FINALS FEVER. Kumbaga, meron kaming sariling version ng Send-offs. Un nga lang, for the FINALS. Beer, cake, chinese food at kape. Whatever's available e no?

But I'm happy. And stable. It's 4am. I have a 2pm class. Last meeting for Property. Closing time's knocking at our door again. I'm hoping for the best.

Second year first sem's not as bumpy as my past sems. FOCUS and PROPER PERSPECTIVE can get you to places.

Nagyayaya si Ricel mag-BORA sa sembreak. Sana.

May BRA ako

After tripping on ANA's egg, she decided to avenge herself by conniving with the "more respectable" people of our block into telling the others that I'm not wearing anything under my green knitted top because the spags underneath is similar to my skin's color.. Ana succeeded this time into making me blush.

lokohan portion

Mia: Eunice, ano ka ba? Bakit naman di ka nag-bra?
Eunice: Ah kasi nagsusukat-sukat ako sa kwarto ko tapos di ko na-realize na mala-late na pala ako. So sabi ko, di naman siguro nila mapapansin kahit na knitted na butas-butas un damit ko kasi busy sila.
Mia: [tawa] Kadiri un a.

so for the nth TIME... may BRA ako. Masyadong mahirap for me kung it-try ko na pumasok sa school na wala un. Although I once had a prof in UP who vowed never to wear bra as a sign of her being in touch with her femininity. Still. I'm not into that.

Klasmeyt: Bakla ba si ________?
Everyone: Oo naman!
Klasmeyt: Sabi nun friend nya di raw e. In touch lang daw sa feminine side nya.
Euns: Baka naman kasi, meron lang KONTING part nya na in touch pa sa MASCULINE SIDE kaya di pa nya ma-declare.
Kyok: Bakla un, sya un tipong di mo na tatanungin e. Pagkakita mo pa lang ang assumption na agad, shit bakla 'to.

Prof: Alonzo?
Patty: [tawa] Sir she texted and said that she's coming.
Euns: Ayos a, prof.
Patty: imbes kasi na ang assumption dadating sya, kabaligtaran e. [smiles]

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANA CHARISSA DIAZ!

CHORIZO man...

o CHORITS

o BABY ni Pepe...


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY Senyorita DEL AGUA!

I NEED TO BREATHE

because next week is FINALS WEEK once again.

Anyways, I want to blog about something which I think would be too sensitive to blog about so I'm keeping my cyber mouth shut until I think it's time. Hehe. I think we all need to take a breather before going into THAT BATTLE once again. So I'm gonna make kwento muna of some kilig moments I had...

Remember the sharing the CORNER entry from not so long ago? Well... hmm... I am looking forward to SHARING THE ROOM with him next week. If you know what I mean. [Joey from FRIENDS' tone] Argh, you dont know what I mean. We usually have kasi the same room number during exams. [Ok FINE, giveaway na un.]

I think I might be crushing on someone new. Pero kadiri e. Ito un "FORBIDDEN CRUSH" kasi uhmm, AWKWARD.

Patty had a KILIG MOMENT today. Lea and I had to witness it. Sa HARAP PA NAMIN PATTY HA? Whatever happened to sharing your blessings?

REMEMBER the HUGGED YOU BACK entry? I think I might be given the chance to hug him soon. Why? Because he left me a message today. EMailed me actually. So.... tuloy ang ligaya.

.................................. LOVE LIFE? Blech. .......................................................

Prof: Would you still defend your client if he's doing something illegal?
Euns: If it's against the law then.... we'll find ways to circumvent the law.

Kidding! Para lang maiba sa ala-Miss Universe na sagot ni Salud.

We had our last class for Sec Trans last Monday. I must say, Atty. Aguinaldo will be one of my favorite professors in the Law School. I have nothing but praises for him.

CONGRATS GARIN!!!

Garin passed her Board Exam. It's kind of bittersweet because it means she has to leave Ateneo. Hmmp.

Nakakatawa kami ni Haze, we went to Garin's office na parang may seryosong message at bigla na lang kami sumigaw na pareho ang intonation ng... "CONGRATS GARIN!" Paglabas namin, di kami makapaniwala na ganun ang nangyari. Topak.

Patty: Gusto ko nga ihanap si Garin ng work dito na pwede parin nya tanggapin kahit teacher na sya e.
Eunice: Part-time?
Patty: Oo.
Eunice: Lady guard. [poker face]
Patty: [tawa]

Pero ano man ang mangyari, MAHAL KA NAMIN GARIN!!!!! =P At... tuloy parin ang chismisan.

The Waiting Game...

... is the silliest game.
Lame and agonizing,
it's really such a shame.
Your hands are all sweaty,
you've got your nerves to tame.
But the worst part of it
is that you'll never be the same.

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waiting for the FINALS... haay. it's like waiting for your execution.