NEED to stop Drought. Now.

Date of Birth: 14/05

You may be feeling like you want more freedom from a certain situation, Eunice. Perhaps it is your own emotions that you wish to distance yourself from, or there is a person in your life that you are feeling smothered by. On one hand, you long for company and intimacy in order to fill an inner void, while on the other hand, you resent having to be so needy. Make sure you are whole before you sink too deeply into a relationship with another.

Yeah, thanks you for pointing that out. Even my horoscope agrees that I NEED TO BE INTIMATE NOW. I am human. I need human warmth.

Seriously? Seriously!

I just wasted one day. I went to school for Property and Negotiable Instruments and well, FREECUT. Announcements were made at 2pm and 7pm, separately. Yes, we had to wait for five hours. Seriously? Seriously.

I am not totally unhappy about it, it's not everyday that we get freecuts from our professors. It's just that I wouldve appreciated the cuts more if I was at home, resting. No kidding, people are panicking because a few weeks from now, the dreaded FINALS WEEK'll once again terrorize the already confused and crazy law students that we all are. 8 days for 9 subjects. Can't wait. Seriously? Seriously!

Earlier this evening, while the women of our block were bonding and waiting for the bittersweet FREECUT announcement, Ana succeeded in making us all happy. Chiara was sort of examining Paopao's bigger than big umbrella and was trying to open it. Ana noticed that Chiara was having a "hard time" so she decided to play the part of the "nagmamarunong na kaibigan" and told Kya to give her the umbrella. Kya did give her the umbrella and the anticipation slowly built up amongst the now UNBELIEVABLY BORED women of my block. Ana, in the beginning, slowly tried to open the now popular umbrella. And then she opened it ALL THE WAY. And when I say all the way, i did mean ALL THE WAY. She opened it until the umbrella was uhmm, UPSIDE DOWN [that result you get when the WIND's being a bitch and you're in EDSA trying to not get wet because of the bitchier RAIN] That's not the fun part, since the GIRLS highly anticipated the UMBRELLA OPENING, unexpectedly, we all shouted in panic when we saw the now inverted umbrella. The panicky shouting was followed by a series of hyena-soundung laughter. Seriously? Seriously!

We havent started discussing the AGENCY par tof our Partnership and Agency class. Seriously? Seriously!

Two of my friends didnt pass the Ateneo Human Rights application process. Tough luck. I guess you guys arent HUMAN RIGHTS ADVOCATES material. Seriously? Seriously. Hehe. Love you both but uhmm, let's just go rafting in Cagayan De Oro? =P

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO GO ON A DATE BEFORE THE FINALS. Or at least go meet someone at a bar like I used to. Seriously? Seriously.

Why? Just because.

"I Still Can't Blog" but I'm trying anyway.

I decided to sort of add tags to my blog. I want to categorize everything. I know it's going to be a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG process before I can finally organize everything I wrote in the past three years but it's worth a shot. Especially now that I am still "CHASING MY MUSE".

This whole "I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG" drama got me into thinking of the changes within me. I don't look at things the way I used to look at them. Everyday has become a whole new discovery for me. It's kind of hard to be in THAT STAGE again. That "I'm-not-sure-where-i'm-going-but-i'll-continue-to-walk-anyway" stage. I still want this. I really do. It's just that when I try to picture myself a few years from now, I get gazillions of images. It's like my mind's one big clutter-bin. Argh.


I rarely have time to contemplate about anything nowadays. When did life become so routinary? I hate monotony. At least that's what I try to impose upon myself. But the people who know me [really know me] can attest to the fact that I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF CHANGE EITHER. So which is which? Didnt I just say that i'm a CLUTTER BIN? At least i'm consistent.

Blogger's Block

How do you fight a BLOGGER'S BLOCK? Simple, write about it.

It's hard to figure out really, i mean my life's still the same way it was last week or the other day or yesterday and yet, I don't feel like blogging. A lot of things did happen, (i.e. Pepe's and Yvie's Joint Birthday Party at Dencio's) but I LACK WIT right now. This whole drought kind of reminds me of that episode in Sex and the City when Samantha thought she lost her orgasm forever. Yes, for Samantha it's her orgasm, for me, it's my blogging... which reveals how dull I have become. [insert attempt to laugh]

I think I am choking. I mean come on! How more timely can it be right? My blog's gonna be one of the featured blogs in an article for The Palladium [Official Publication of the Ateneo School of Law] and here I am, with nothing to add pizzaz to my now stagnant blog.

Yeah, yeah. It happens. Sometimes silence says a lot. Heck, silence can be more deafening at times. So let's all just assume that my BLOGGER'S BLOCK is a prelude to something deafening.

Shifting Sandbars

How do you make things right? What is it with tears and disappointments that they always find ways to creep into my life? Why do burgeoning happy endings end unhappy?

Today was quite an emotional rollercoaster really. People didnt notice because I didnt want them to notice. I guess I'm back to my old, defensive and trying-to-be-strong self.

I do hope that wherever this new development takes me, it would be a place nearer to my dreams or at least to finding the contentment and peace of mind that I pray for.


I dont mind hugging myself. In fact, I'm kind of used to it. It's just that I once in a blue moon long to be hugged too. The world can be too cold and harsh at times to a fiery heart.

Today, I'm here... tomorrow, I MIGHT BE THERE.

I Appreciate You More

Tonight is the night that Ana, Carlo and I toured Rockwell and Back/Frontwell. Wanna know how you'll appreciate Rockwell again after spending all your days in it? Wait for a cab or just expose yourself to "REAL LIFE" a.k.a. JP Rizal. Then go back inside Rockwell. You'll learn to love it again. Promise.

I did pretty ok in my Criminal Procedure Midterms. Thank you talaga Lord. It's been a while since I last felt like I was smart again. Drama.

Everything you need to learn...

...you'll learn from your cab driver.

He was recklessly driving and i was in a way panicking. Then he said,

"Ma'am wag po ko kabahan sa pagd-drive ko ha, coding po kasi ako. Just relax. Alam naman ni Lord kung bakit ko ito ginagawa. Sa tingin ko naman di ako ibibigay ni Lord sa kalaban. 100 percent ang pagtitiwala ko sa kanya at dahil alam nya na para sa pamilya ko ito, hinding hindi nya tayo pababayaan."

AYUN NAMAN PALA e...

[from last Sunday's Pep Squad Competition at the Araneta Coliseum]

I just had to post this here. NATAWA AKO NG SOBRA!
at the end of the day, i still am an ISKOLAR NG BAYAN. hehe.


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from geileen

Isang Round Lang.

After our emotionally-, physically- and mentally-draining Negotiable Instruments class we headed for GOODEARTH for a round of beer. This got us into a joke time courtesy of Patty's collection of jokes... I just need to share 'em for my insanity's sake.
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ERAP and Jinggoy sa isang funeral:
Erap [mukhang natatakot]: Jinggoy, tara na umalis na tayo agad.
Jinggoy: Ha bakit naman e kakadating lang natin?
Erap: E kasi tingnan mo un nakasulat.. . "REMAINS WILL BE CREMATED."

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May isang lasing at nakasalubong nya ang isang madre. Pinagbubugbog nya ang madre at ng matapos ay tumawa ng malakas at sinabi, "WALA KA PALANG BINATBAT BATMAN!"

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May kumaway...
...downtown. Walking fast. Faces passed. And I'm home bound...
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Lola pinapagalita ang apong kasama ang boyfriend...

Lola: Hoy ikaw babae ka, ang bata bata mo pa may paboyfriend boyfriend ka nang nalalaman. Pumasok ka sa bahay, mag-aral ka! At ikaw naman lalaki...
"Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? DOn't chaaaaaaah?"
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Ewan ko ba. Beer + Nego = Pakornihan

Charuz!

Dear Eunice,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Friday, September 15:

A random meeting, conversation or coincidence isn't quite so random after all. Every moment is powerful and precious -- and lately, they all carry massive potential for romance. Be aware as you move throughout your day.

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Aba,aba,aba! LOOK DO WE HAVE HERE...[tonong Amy Perez] hahaha.

You Are 33% Scary

You scare men off ocassionaly, but only very weak men. You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close.

Do You Scare Off Men?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Are a Classic Gucci Bag

You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times

What Handbag Are You?

Your Guy Could Bring You Home

When it comes to meeting the parents, you're cool and calm. In fact, you're so self assured, you may forget to try to impress them. Work that famous charm a little more, and your boyfriend's family will be loving you.

Would He Bring You Home to Mom?

You Should Wear Pink Pearl Lip Gloss

Sheer, luscious, and over the top flirty.

What Color Lip Gloss Should You Wear?

You Are 30% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.

How Fake Are You?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

You Should Wear Rectangular Sunglasses

Intelligent, confident, and fashion forward.

What Kind of Sunglasses Should You Wear?

Your Power Color Is Orange

You live in the fast lane. You love action, risk, and competition. You're spontaneous, enthusiastic, and persuasive. But you're also easily bored - and love to rebel against structures. You resent rules ... as well as people's attempts to control you!

What's Your Power Color?

What Guys Think of Your Long Curly Hair...

Fun, outgoing, spontaneous. Guys know that you're up for almost anything - and are waiting for your surprises.

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Should You Date?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Beyonce

"Tonight I'll be your naughty girl I'm callin all my girls Gonna turn this party out I know you want my body." You've got the talent, looks, and attitude to get to the top of the charts.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Your Hat Personality Is A

Beret

What Hat Are You?

You Should Honeymoon in Europe!

You are a traditional romantic at heart... With a taste for fine wine, muesums and beautiful walks. You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible! Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece

Where Should You Go On Your Honeymoon?

Your Celebrity Boob Twin:

Lucy Lawless

Who's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional. You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown. It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You Are Most Like Tyra Banks

Totally smokin' with tons of attitude

Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?

You Should Get An Asian Inspired Tattoo

Mysterious and expressive You like to show off, but you also like to keep some allure

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Do You Ruin Relationships?