The Week that Was and The Week That Will Be.

I shall highlight the important and pertinent parts...

Last Week:
The week starts out rock-steady with a grounded, happy-feeling Monday; your heart's in the right place, it's plain to see. But Tuesday or Wednesday could bring a little tussle with someone who's just not as practical in matters of the heart as you are. Try to entertain their out-there point of view -- you just might like it. If you get some wacky ideas about the realm of romance, well, Thursday, Friday and Saturday are excellent times to give them a try. Sunday's the time for relaxing and rejuvenating, so don't let someone else rush you.

This Week:
Your famous sensuality is very much in the forefront from Monday through Wednesday; the stars are sending some serious heat your way, so get some romance cooking. Now's not the time for hesitation; Thursday and Friday are, however. Engage your practical side when it comes to love, and zero in on what's really happening rather than barging forward. The remainder of the weekend finds you in a happy, secure mode -- secure enough that if you're single, you can take a risk, and if you're coupled up, you'll want to tell (and show) them how much you care for them.
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This is beginning to be really interesting. But as of the moment. Consti muna.

Of Corpses and Cases

I thought it was gonna be a very bad day. Who wouldnt? I woke up without no one in the house but me, myself and i because apparently, everyone went to Bulacan. I couldnt for obvious reasons. So, i decided to do the most natural thing that i can do, go to Starbucks and study. Ho-huuum right? I texted Ana and told her that i'll be coming so i'll met up with her there. Mainit ang aking ulo... Napapagod na talaga ako ng sobra at higit sa lahat, i'm uber panicking (di man halata) for the Consti Exam. I survived the whole afternoon with apathy and obliviousness. Ayun.

I was productive (or so i thought) i got to give na rin Joseph his "edited" short story and i got to read almost half of what i was supposed to read. Then Ana came and she entertained me by narrating her "Civil Service Exam" stories.. err, nightmares. Basa, basa, basa ulit. You wouldnt believe how Starbucks can transform into a real time punishment-inflicting Freezer. There are days like that. So Ana and I decided to continue our "quest for knowledge" outside Starbs. Matapos ang ilang minuto ay dumating ang aming kaibigan na si Jots. He was asking us if we wanna buy anything from KFC, sakto. We ought to go to Powerplant with Jots, since Ana's going home na rin and since i badly needed time to relax.

Lakad, lakad, lakad. Kwento,kwento,kwento. Tingin shades. KFC. Lakad. Ana went home. Lakad. HUmor Post to buy a card for Tina. A newfound friend na barista sa Starbucks who's on her way to Dubai sa THursday. Sadness. Then Joseph popped the "yahoo moment" of the day. "Gusto nyo ba manood ng sine?" Isip-isip. Consti. Isip-isip. Sige na nga. So we decided na rin to go look at the Movie ScHed. He was so psyched about watchin, "Into the Blue" apparently, he was asking this med student to watch the flick with him. Ayun na, "panakip butas" nanaman ako. Ouch. Dont dwell on the idea kasi nga gusto mo magrelax diba?

Balik Starbs para i-deliver ang "mainit-pa-sana-kung-nahanap-lang-agad-ang-HUmor Post" KFC take out. Chitchat with Melo na hyper sa kakiligan because of her "DJ Lover". Upo sandali. Jots came back sa table namin. Kwento. Head back to Powerplant. Surprise. Wala na Into the Blue dahil may shifting sila ng Corpse Bride. 40 yr-old Virgin na lang. SUrprise, late kami ng 15 minutes. So there, Corpse Bride na lang. Buy tix. Lakad lakad. Hanap ng Chips. Bisitahin si Mitch sa Starbs sa Cinema. Feeling talaga namin ni Jots kami ang dahilan kung bakit dumami ang tao sa Starbs dun. Kapal. Bili ng Nachos WITH EVERYTHING (sana narinig nyo kung pano sinasabi, laughtrip talaga!) at ng Melon Shake (?) ... Kwento-kwento ng mga profound and not so profound na bagay-bagay. Ayon kay Jots, "Naks, date." [Argh] Game na... Corpse Bride time. [Mumiel! and Yvie! CB... hahaha]

MOVIETIME (ano naman ikukuwento ko diba? e nanood.. ganun.)

Fave Lines:
1. In Disappointment, we are perfectly matched!
2. It's just that things didnt go as planned.
3. Frankly my dear, i dont give a damn. (Yeah, Gone with the Wind spoof.. haay)

Si Jots ay parang pagod na pagod. Ang peaceful nya nun "nanonood" kami. Parang baby. Haha. Balik Starbs. CHikahan with Melo about her.... DJ Lover. Kwento kwento. Then Joseph gave me a ride home. So there. Relaxing diba?

Oops bago ko makalimutan... I am totally looking forward to watching "Little Manhattan". Isa syang malaking Aww flick. Jots, aminin mo! Wag mo ko iwan sa ere... nag-awww ka din. hahaha.
END OF THE DAY.

Katunog Kulog

Una sa lahat chocnut, i wanna say thank you bluebayou to my friend Jason Pison for his attempt to visit me tonight twilight. Kahit na late ka na nagtext t-rex ay na-appreciate ko parin ito pirito. Why am i talking like this padi's? Well, Rockwell this is a result assault of our conversation sensation in Starbucks betamax. This is my way ashtray of coping with my depression altapresyon. Besides tha fact that my day oil of olay ended the worst way it could end amend. I tried laughin like Maria Clara rarara, tried talking like a repapip from the 70's shakey's and even tried to laugh like a gremlin aladdin. Walang epekto impakto.

Napapaisip ako tuloy. Kaya ba katunog ng pag-ibig ang tubig dahil dumadaloy din ito hanggang sipsipin ng lupa dahil sa katigangan? Kaya ba katunog ng puso ang tuso dahil mapaglaro rin ito? E kung ganun, bakit katunog ng Yunis ang Bungisngis kung sa totoo naman ang mas katunog ng Yunis ay pagtangis? =(

Epekto ng Hyperacidity sa Starbucks.

Something's just not right. I dunno what and why i'm feeling this but today's a manifestation of why a long time ago, i decided to stop going with the flow of instability and romance. I'm being my old paranoid self and i feel like fate is trying to warn me to begin thinking again or else, i will definitely find myself HURT for the nth time. Optimism is at its lowest because of unexpected events. Ayoko talaga ng naiiwan ako sa ere.. ayoko ng naninimbang pa ako. At higit sa lahat, ayoko ng feeling na i sacrificed something only to find out that everything's to no avail. Nakakalungkot at nakakadismaya. Sa tingin ko kaya ako sinikmura ay dahil dito sa depresyong nararamdaman ko. Argh. Pero there's no one to blame. Lord, patapos nanaman ba ang kasiyahang na ito?

Mula sa mga [Livejournal] friends ko at sa mga nagpapasaya ng buhay ko.

Anj, i agree. It's always a good thing when you see your crush's profile in your "Who Viewed Me" list.

Paloys, for some unknown reason alam kong magco-comment ka about that grammar booboo. di mo ako binigo. pero di nga, totoo ba un? in fairness, if not for "typecasted" mejo keri un sagot nya.
What am i talking about? Well, i got that email which "allegedly" contains the Pinay Miss International's "winning answer". I have no idea kung totoo ito.

Paolo Manalo never fails to make me nod in amusement. His talent as a writer overwhelms the novice in me. Kaya naman ang Jolography ay nananatiling isa sa mga pinakapaborito kong koleksyon.

At dahil nga na-inspire ako ng sobra sa kagalingan ni idol Paolo Manalo (na sa tingin ko ay iniisip nang stalker nya ako)... Jots, madaliin na natin un Palanca entry natin. Harhar. I promise to edit your short story as soon as the finals is over. Ipagpatuloy mo lang ang iyong pagsusulat. Pag nanalo ka, uhmm. Astig ka. Hehe.

Annamitzie, nakakatawa na nagkukuwentuhan tayo sa cellphone. Parang kailan lang ay wala tayo load lagi. Nagbabago na nga talaga ang panahon. Gaya ng pagbabago sa mga pananaw natin sa buhay.

MANHID

For the first time this week, i went out of my exam room with a smile. Salamat Leg Prof, salamat Atty Ramirez. I got distracted by her using my blockmates' names in the questions but t'was a pretty fair exam. Mas ok sana kung ginamit din un name ko. Right Yvie?

People have been calling me Miss Leg Prof / Leg Prof Goddess. Isa itong sumpa! Pepay at Melo, 87 kaya kayo.. three points lang. three points lang! Grr. Bakit ako pinaparusahan ng ganito.

Thanks Meliecar for reading my blog. You were asking me why my "some kind of a love life" is so magulo. Well, if i know the answer to your question i wouldnt be as distracted as i am right now. =P As for cute na cute na si Pao Pao, kahit na ang readership ng blog ko ay unknown sa akin, ilalagay parin kita sa mga links. Kahit na tungkol sa Physics ang mga sinusulat mo.

Haze, dont feel too depressed. Kasi after nun Crim exam i was telling Ana and Kiboy na parang di na kaya ng coping mechanism ko un sobrang negativity sa paligid. Ramdam na ramdam ko na, di na kinakaya ng aking ever-cheerful personality. I'm not saying that we shouldnt let depression beat the hell out of us but we should at least try to fight it. Ewan ko ba. Di naman ako masaya pero ayoko din maging malungkot. :|

Mumiel! (tono ni pepe) wag mo na pinagiiisip un lalaki na un. I shall reiterate, for the sake of those who cannot seem to grasp the idea of MERELY FINDING SOMEONE PHYSICALLY ATTRACTIVE. Appreciating someone's attractiveness is not synonymous to crushing on this person and is definitely not synonymous to falling head over heels in love with him. Di totoo na kami'y nababaliw kay Starstruck Moment kahit na sa mga panahon na ito ay kami ang nadidiin. Totoong parang kailan lang ay nasambit namin ang aming paghanga sa kanya ngunit subalit datapwa't... WALA KAMI KRAS SA KANYA. KRAS.. K-R-A-S! THE, T-H-E.! YAK, Y-A-K!

Last night, i wrote a new blog entry. It's a sorta confession. But when i logged in again tonight, i realized... It wasnt saved and published. Wala na. Nasira na ang momentum ko. Ayoko na ulitin ang pagsusulat nun. Isa lang ang masasabi ko. "Sa tingin ko ay gusto na kita. Pero bigyan mo ko ng reason para i-welcome ko na ang idea na pwede tayo. Kumbaga sa Wonderfalls, say something. Give me something that's worth fighting for."

This line is dedicated to all the men i dated. "We have no tomorrow. But we HAD yesterday." Mula sa radyo ng aking sinakyan na cab pauwi.
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Maiitim na Labi na Tanda ng Pagluluksa

Isa nanaman itong araw ng "What are the Chances?"

1. What are the chances na magpu-poopoo un sign pen ko kung kelan may exam ako? Dugyot kung dugyot un hands ko at "marked" ang bluebook ko ng fingerprints dahil sa nagkalat na tinta.

2. To add insult to the injury, i was almost ready to cry after my Crim I final exam. I thundered into the washroom and when i turned the lights on, i saw my reflection in the mirror, itim na itim ang labi hanggang baba. Kasi while i was answerin my exam, di ko namalayan na nasusulatan ko na un labi ko dahil nga nagpoopoo un sign pen ko. Para ako trick or treat baby gone bad. I could just imagine how hard it was for my proctor to stop laughin when he saw me after i passed my exam paper. Leche, nawala tuloy ang momentum ko at di na ko naiyak sa sobrang katatawanan ng sitwasyon ko. Sayang di ko nakunan sarili ko. Hehe.

3. What are the chances na un cab na nasakyan ko, mas magaling pa ako mag-drive kesa sa driver. Can i just say na nalagpasan nya un u-turn slot namin. At higit salahat, namatayan sya ng makina nun nag-go na un stoplight. Kasi nkalimutan nya yata i-primera un gear, tapos pinipilit nya paandarin after nya mag-brake.. therefore nagshake shake un car, tapos sa pagpapanic nya, ayun nabitawan nya ang gas.Therefore namatay ang makina. Argh.

4. Nakakalungkot un Crim. Bakit ganito. argh.

Makata sa Makati

Sa aking palagay, kung meron mang tamang panahon para tanungin ako kung gusto ko na makilala pa natin mabuti ang isa't-isa, ngayon na un. Sa tingin ko, hindi na tama na hanggang ngayon, pareho parin tayong naninimbang sa mga pangyayari. Kung ako ang masusunod, matagal ko na nilinaw ang lahat ng mga bagay-bagay na malabo. Pero malakas lang ang loob ko kasi blog ko ito. At kahit paminsan-minsan napapadpad ka dito at kahit paminsan-minsan ay alam ko na nababasa mo ang mga sikreto ko, masaya parin ako. Hindi dahil pinapahiya ko ang sarili ko kundi dahil gusto ko na maramdaman uli ang lakas ng loob na nagtutulak sa akin para maisakatuparan ang lahat ng ito.

Inaamin ko na. Gusto kita. Gusto na kita. Kumilos ka. Malapit na matapos ang storya natin.

Sa tingin mo ba nakakatulong na pabugso-bugso ang mga galaw mo? Siguro nga. Pero kung alam mo ang ginagawa mo, alam mo rin na kailangan mo lang magsalita. Kahit gaano kakomplikado. Kahit gaano ka natatakot. Takot din ako, pero handa ako matakot ng kasama ka.

Terror.

Ngayong araw na ito ay dinalaw ako ng aking mga kaibigan na dahilan ng aking pangungulila niyong mga nakaraang araw. Si Nate at Ava na parang kailan lang ay si Abby at Atoy lamang. TIna-try ko iupload un ibang pics pero masyado malaki dahil galing sa BAGONG PHONE ni Nate na 6630. At ang dalawa ay parehong nakabili na ng iPod. Congrats Abby este Ava dahil PINK ang napili mong kulay ng iPod therefore, DALAGA ka na. Ayon kay Nate, "Cute sya." Yehey, ok parin pala ang taste ko.
Ngayong gabi, ito ang naalala ko. Scary.

Nakakatakot na Mommy: su cara es perfecta, pero es ella inteligente?
Naiintimidate na girlaloo: gracias tita. soy hijo piensa que si.

Tumatawa lang ako ng tumatawa today. Haha. G'luck sa Crim.

Ang Pagdalaw

ayon kay atoy, sila na raw ang bago kong mga kaibigan. =) laughtrip.

anong drama ito?

Pancit Kanto at mga Kwentong Takbuhan

I feel vindicated. Sorta. I know it's just a one unit subject but it's always nice to know that i still can do good in a few things. We got the results of our Midterms exam in Legal Profession and i (surprisingly) got a 90. Balita ko highest daw ako, naaaaaks. Salamat sa lahat ng tao na masaya para sa akin. Shemps, aminin ko man at hindi, i feel so flattered na everyone's making a big fuss out of it. Naks, Miss Legal Profession. Lakas.

Our Legal Research exam today turned out to be a bonding session for my block. Sa tingin ko, kung mayroon mang dahilan kung bakit di dapat mayroon matanggal sa block namin, ito ay ang kawalan ng aspetong pagka-crab ng mga tao dito. I feel so proud that i'm part of a group of people who are really there to help each other out. I FELT IT. Kebs kung ilang tingin na ng pagkairita ang binibigay sa amin ng mga nagrereview for the finals (sorry pero di naman namin sinasadya na maistorbo kayo) ang buong 1-C ay walang humpay na nagpaikot-ikot sa library para tulungan ang bawat isa. Sabi ko nga, ito na yata ang pinakamatagal kong pags-stay sa library sa buong buhay ko. Ang sarap ng feeling. Salamat sa lahat ng tumulong sa akin, at sa lahat ng mga natulungan ko, it's always a pleasure for me to be of help to people who deserve it. Salamat, salamat, salamat.

Napag-usapan na namin ito ni Yvie eh. Si Koko ay special mention sa entry na ito dahil sa mga cute na cute nyang statements.

Sa elevator: "I was playing hide and seek with my parents last night. (Nalito kami) Nagtatago ako para di nila ako matanong tungkol sa Finals." (at naliwanagan kami.. ang cute cute ng pagkakasabi nya)
Sa titanic: "I almost texted my dad last night. Itatanong ko sana kung tatanggapin parin nya na anak nya ako. Di naman ground for disinheritance ito diba? (on failing sa law school)"
Text message nya nun Monday sa akin: "Why is a husband disallowed to file for annulment due his impotency when his wife refuses such application to annul? Because he has no legal STANDING. (laughtrip ka!)
Sa titanic ulit: "Inaaway ako ng girlfriend ko, kasi she was askin me if she's fat and then i told her, Mabuti na yan para walang lalaking magkagusto sayo jan." (Maling-mali talaga un Koko!)
Sa wifi section ng Lib:
Koks: Why dont i see the people who are viewin me?
Euns: Baka they're all anonymous na.
Koks: Even my girlfriend?
Euns: I think she's checking other guys' profiles out.
Koks: Bawiin mo yan.

Birthday ni Chorizo ngayon. Pero un entry nya ay ihihiwalay ko na lang. Special eh. Happy Birthday Ana. Mahal ka namin! Sana masaya ka. =)