"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. "
- Iris
- Iris
Breakups are hard but that interim period between the breakup and finding someone new is the hardest. This is when you have all the time to think, analyze things... it is in this period that you feel you are at your weakest because there is no one to love and no one who loves you. You do a lot of good things, some silly things until in the end , you realize what you have known the whole time, it was a mere inkling... something you refused to accept and notice.
You can be happy. You will be. Only then will you finally be free.
me n my bf jst broke up last nyt. i hope ds post s true. :-(
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