Returning to Our Corner

I was thinking of that single moment when I shared the corner with Peter Pan, when I told him that things'll be fine and that ____ was not a bad subject to fail. If i were to rewind that scene and tweak it a li'l bit [in as far as the depth of our friendship is concerned] , this would be what I'll tell him. Considering the fact that he's not gonna be here anymore... I mean, in the law school.

If things don't turn out the way we planned it, we shouldn't feel too bad about it. We have to look at it as an opportunity to start fresh. To plan anew. To redesign how you see yourself in the future. I'm not worried that you'll do good, in fact, i'm scared that you might live the life that I cannot live now that you left me here behind. I at times envy those who aren't here anymore, not because I hate my being in Ateneo Law but because I hate my whiny self. Getting booted out doesnt make you less of a person, it just makes you more experienced and well, sexier. So cheer up. At the end of this conversation, I still am here and I still admire you. Kung tabako lang sana niyoyosi natin, mas matagal pa sana itong landian na'to.
This is in a way my way of saying goodbye to him. Mags-start na ulit ang sem. Sayang di na ko pwede maki-bum sa'yo.

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