I Cannot believe i wrote this...

I dunno if i'm looking for love, im not even sure if i know what love really has in store for a romantic cynic like me. I love conversations and the first thing that will make me interested is intellectual orgasm. A lot of my friends see me as the "life of the party" so i would wanna find someone who can actually make me shut up and just gaze at him in an agonizingly sweet surrender. I'm not the sweetest person in the world but when i want to, i can do a lot of really surprising stuff, we need to be able to complement each other. I need someone who knows what he wants, is willing to debate with me but at the same time can handle my out of this world opinions. He should be confident and in touch with his spirituality. He should be able to make me laugh and forget my inhibitions.