Deep.. Deep.. Deep..

art by: a UP CAL stude

mister : it's war, jersee.kill the evil. see, i believe there is a happy counterpart of angsty.
Jersee: i will. and i'll see you on the other side.. after the smoke has been cleared aight?.
mister : speaking of which...wahahahahahahaha!! maybe after the smoke is DITCHED. hehehe
Jersee: right, right.. i miss really chattin w/ u. not the "hi hello to everyone fun fun fun" chat.
mister : that's the "me" i miss...i shut it up.for a long time
Jersee: may i ask y?
mister : it got dangerous to my personal priorities.
Jersee: uhmm,im not sure i totally understand but yeah, it's quite a valid reason. how did it "endanger" ur priorities? [tell me if i have to stop.haha]
mister : i honestly never thought radio would put me on a "celebrity" status. and there are harmful people who attach themselves to those pegged as "celebrities". these people are called "stalkers".i never wanted groupies, nor fuckmates, nor admirers. all i wanted was her admiration. and her admiration became complicated becasue of my status.
Jersee: we all have that one thing we want.. that's hardest to get.
mister : which i feel is a big deception, because i am still a nobody. just a loud dj. and that's it.
Jersee: unintended consequences, unforeseen results. sources of complications.
mister : an oily face would be a source of complications too... jsut felt like asying that, because my face is currently oily. how deep.
Jersee: and im laughin. thanks. i always find myself thankin people who make me smile or laugh. im forgettin it these past few weeks. and im tryin to find again that part of me who always feels thankful for the simplest things.
mister : forgetting is different from forsaking. i'm guilty of forsaking.damn.
Jersee: yeah, good point. i have to be more precise in my language too.hehe. forsakin... we all are guilty of this. the good news is, you KNOW and acknowledge it.
mister : the moment you realize it was your doing, you realize you can do something about it.
Jersee: exactly. but you have to make a decision first. it's easy to realize something and disregard it for convenience.
mister : better point.
Jersee: see, this is what i love about conversations. real ones. it's easy to talk... it's easy to ask for group hugs. but it's hard to establish a conversation that's worth rememberin.
mister : i love lightness.
Jersee: hmm, i dunno if i love lightness. there are times when i feel iv been laugin at life long enough. that it's time for me to keep my acts straight.