SHRINK me Baby One More Time.

We all are shrinks,, we all can give the best goddamn advice to anyone in need. But in the end, we're clueless-- when the situation calls for our expertise and the person in need is the same person that we see staring at us in the mirror. - Jersee

It's funny how the word shrink has fastly become a part of my daily vocabulary. Maybe it's because of my neverending love for Sex and the City, maybe it's because it feels right to say shrink... or maybe, the shrink in me is trying to emerge.

It is easy to say the right words, to do the right things when nothing's at stake. Like if you're just in your room, rehearsing that line you've been dying to tell that guy you've been wanting to ask out. Or when you just picked what you're gonna wear in a normal Monday morning, without thinking of what others might think. Everything's so easy, so natural.

I hate Mondays. I hate that feeling of longing for the next weekend. But i hate weekends, coz weekends remind me of the Monday that's just around the corner. Analyze me.

I dont drink water when i still have food in my mouth. I think it's gross.

I have a thing for gay men. I have a thing for uhmm, allegedly bisexual but really gay men. No, i dont want to be in a relationship with them. i just want them around. How sick is that?

ngarks,, nobody dies in agony,, unless thy get scourged at the pillar, crowned with thorns and gets crucified. - jersee

words of wisdom huh? i didnt mean to be blasphemous. it's just that i think, The Agony in the Garden happened first for a reason. If people feel sad, or pained.. they become vulnerable. They get scourged, crowned with thorns and crucified. It's not really a sign of weakness per se. Jesus did it. It all starts with that tiny feeling of sadness, of longing. We choose to become miserable.

A Certain Sadness. -- i like the title. i like the lyrics. i like the irony. i dunno, sadness is uncertain. i just like that mockery of sadness. a lot of people hesitate when they feel sad. i'm not like them, it is in sadness that i become sure. it is in sadness that i find conviction.

I'M STILL CHASING MY CERTAIN SADNESS.. If happiness leaves me, i know it'll come around. I miss writing. I miss being relevant. I miss profundity. Missing -- longing, not hitting the mark. Dont mind me. You're no shrink anyway.