Losing Focus

I think I didn’t do well in my Econ 161 exam and I don’t have anyone else to blame but myself. My thesis, it’s not progressing the way I envisioned it to be. I need two recommendation letters and I don’t think I’ll get one from my Econ professors, I’m afraid I didn’t allow them to get to know the real me so they can’t really give justification to my qualifications. Things are piling up, I feel really bad. Not even a cup of coffee can cheer me up so I did what a sad gal would normally do. Curled up in my bed and watched Sex and the City reruns. I miss Carrie Bradshaw, I miss Samantha Jones, Miranda Hobbes and Charlotte York.. I miss Steve, Harry, Big, Aidan, Jack Berger, Stanford. I miss SEX and the CITY. And you can sense that it didn’t really cheer me up.

I guess nothing can cheer me up. I fixed my new pc, I finally got the modem to function so I’m using my new PC to connect to the internet for the first time. Still, it’s not cheering me up. I guess it’s loneliness that’s really killing me. It’s February after all.