I'm a POSTCARD MODEL!!!

i'm the girl, 2nd from left... NICE JUMP DIBA???? haha..

Eunice Looking for BLISS

[title's my reply to Shem]

Euns: He doesn't like me!
Chris: He doesn't know I exist!
Euns: I'm not better off!!! Sa'kin may finality... he's not that into me.

I had a moment with my crush... well, i saw him, he saw me.. NR. Hassle. I Think he even tried to avoid me. Badtrip.

Blech.

Lemme introduce you to the newest law firm in town... Pallarca Liboon Lumawag Sy Humangit Law Firm


PLUSH
"We will PLUSH your FROBLEMS away!"

Sayang, may party pooper kasi e... hmmp.

Three Persons in a Week

Three random persons talked to me this week about my "sadness". They all managed to corner me and ask if something is wrong because according to them, I look really sad...or lonely... basta malungkot. In these three moments, my reaction was the same, I was as confused as they are because the truth is, I am not really sad. I don't know if I deserve the word sad, it's too "sad" a word... I don't know if I deserve the word lonely either... it's too "lonely". I cannot accurately pinpoint what the cause of this aura is, I am not even sure if I might be blocking the loneliness that's been bothering me for the longest time.

It might be that I am afraid to embrace my loneliness or to even acknowledge the fact that I am seriously in need of something at least close to interesting to happen in my life. I don't want sadness to eat the spirit that's been keeping me from losing whatever happiness I have stored in my being. I don't want loneliness to betray me and make people see right through the happy wall that I was able to build.

I am afraid of fragility. No matter how many times I vowed not to hide it anymore. Maybe I do need some saving... maybe these three people are meant to wake me up and toface that part of me that I'm running away from.

I am a mess. I want to be me again. I don't know how and where to start.

ABRUPT

An abrupt ending fits our abrupt start. Perhaps it's not as abrupt as everyone thinks for from my perspective it was slow, so slow that when it finally came, I went right ahead without logic, without doubt, without surprise. It was only until you gently but forcefully told me to stop and I was left with an abrupt sadness that unfortunately cannot abruptly go away.

I need you to abruptly come back, to abruptly decide to stay and to surprise me with the most abrupt of all gestures. Prove me wrong, prove them wrong only because I believed when no else believed and looked forward before anyone could ever see.

This is my abrupt goodbye, this is our abrupt end and if it finally hits you... the abruptness of everything that has befallen us, please do abruptly start again... or just disappear, abruptly.

Vowed "Never Again"

It is improper to get disappointed when you had no right to have expectations at all. The worst part would be to feel bad about it but instantly forget your pain when you look at him and he nonchalantly brushes the whole thing off. You smile because he makes you smile. Underneath the ray of sunshine is that seemingly calm sky waiting to pour rain all over you because you vowed not to get wet again.

What do I like?

Horoscope for today:

It's time to figure out what you truly like and what you just think you should like. In some cases, the two areas will correspond. In others -- well, not so much. Remember: The truth shall set you free.

Stay right in your comfort zone when it comes to matters of the heart now. You'll know when you're ready to go out on a limb, and meanwhile, your rock-steady sexiness exerts its own ineluctable appeal.

Making peace with your past is key to understanding your present. You're feeling more objective and generous right now, especially as you consider everything that's brought you to this relationship.

Sabi ni Jan, mukha daw ako malungkot kagabi... ang dahilan po ay ang mga katagang sinambit ni Chinky...

"I was walking kanina and then I realized.... I've been WALKING ALONE."

At kami ni Patring ay nagmistulang mga malungkot na puppy sa pagkakarinig namin nito.

Sabi nga namin ni Patring ang sweetest word as of the moment ay... "Seatbelt." Kasi sa Transformers diba, habang nagkakagulo na ang lahat di nakalimutan ng bidang lalaki na ipaalala sa kanyang kasintahan na magsuot ng SEATBELT. Pang-MAALAALA MO KAYA diba?

Simple lang naman ang gusto ko. Un napapatawa ako at nakakapagpangiti sakin pag nakatalikod sya. I was talking with Rachel about my lunch and coffee date on Saturday and why I was going... I need some damage control. I have to put things into their proper perspective. I know it's selfish but if I learned something from Neverland, it's no never ever put myself again in a situation where I'll end up confused, hurt and well.... LEFT ALONE.

Nasan ang companionship pag kailangang kailangan mo sya?

High School Moments

I started my day with a really embarrassing moment... I was walking towards Ces' car when I slipped on the Starbucks ramp... The good news is, I didn't fully fall.. the bad news is, I made a fool out of myself by desperately trying to maintain my balance thus making me do the "FLYING WITHOUT WINGS ACTION". Sa harap ng mga drivers na naghihintay sa mga amo nila sa Starbucks. Great.

Ano ang ultimate high school moment, I remember writing in one of my recent blog entries that Chris and I are looking for our Law school incentive... well, we found our sole crushes for this sem and we serendipitously bumped into them on our way to our classroom. Sabi ni Lord, "Naghahanap kayo ng incentive.. Ayan!" ANg problem, un ay CHris, ako ang nakakita because I "technically" know him due to some random inuman sessions with him, he smiled when he thought I was smiling at him in the Lib... Chris was walking behind me and she didn't even notice that we walked past her crush. SAYANG. As for my own high school moment, well, it was better than Chris' because I acknowledged his presence but the bad part is, there is nothing kakilig-kilig about the "bumping into the crush" moment that I had.

Sige, one step at a time. Fine. Ang importante, we found at least one for each of us to make life in the law school a little less boring. Something to look forward to diba?

HORRORSCOPE

Dear Eunice Zuleika,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, July 2:

Wait a second -- you had everything set up just the way you wanted it, and suddenly you find out about another opportunity. You don't have to take advantage of it, but it could pay off in big, wonderful ways.

Opposites might do the exact opposite of attract at the moment, meaning someone very unlike you might very well rub you the wrong way. However, there's something to be learned from your differences.

Stay focused on your goals, both as a couple and an individual. Steering clear of distractions helps you realize your ambitions. Remember, you can start that next big project after you see this one through to completion.

Salamat ha.

Haze: Ate, sino si ______?
Euns: Ha? Pinakailaman mo un phone ko no?
Haze: Bakit ka defensive?! Kaya pala lagi ka may half-smile pag nagtetext ka e.
Euns: [tinatry pigilan ang smile] Ano ka ba? Friend ko lang un.
Haze: Narinig ko na yan. At bakit parang lagi ko sa nakikita kasama mo?
Euns: Nagkakataon lang.
Haze: Defensive ka parin. ANg landi nito.
Euns: Salamat ha.

Yay for Monday

MOMENTS:

Prof: So Ms. Gutierrez... [serious look] I assume you're Ruffa's relative... and that you're Ylmaz's in-law?
(AYUS!)

Prof: Who was your prof in Persons?
Classmate: Chan-Gonzaga?
Prof: JOHN ESTRADA???!

Prof: David... Do you have your own Batsheeba?
David: [Smile]
Prof: What? DId you say, "No sir, I have my own GOliath!"
[pwede!]

It started with my forgetting that we have Torts today, buti na lang I spent my Saturday evening reading the cases. Well, it wasn't really a "buti na lang" thing because when I got called, my prof backtracked and decided to ask me about something we talked about last meeting [that was uhmm, a week ago]... so I smiled my way to telling him that "I don't remember." I thought it was the end of my FIRST EVER TORTS RECIT but because [i would like to assume] he loves me, he gave me another chance. Aww. So there, I finally was able to talk... Yay for Monday.

I didn't get called for INsurance and Succession so that's TWO Yay's for Monday.

I technically got an "invite" to do something romantic next week... another YAY! [at the risk of sounding too happy for the invite, haha]

Two of my friends are gonna be celebrating their birthdays on Saturday.. something to look forward to. Yay!

Nate's and Sam's MBA classes are gonna start on Saturday... Yay!

Five people told me that I am really losing weight.. THat's FIVE Yay's!

HAPPINESS.

To the Boyfriend

Get well soon. Yihee. =P