I Think I'm Going to the Ball...

Just because I miss being in high school. I miss dressing up. I miss dancing. I miss having clean fun. I miss being carefree. I miss my fairytales. I miss my prince charming. Wait. I dont have a prince charming. Fine. I miss dreaming of a prince charming.

I miss being a "Miss".



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Man and Woman

Warren sent me an sms with this wonderful message and i felt compelled to share it to everyone 'coz i luuuuurve it. Thanks Chubs. =P

Man is the most elevated of all creatures; woman is the most sublime of all ideals.
God made for man a throne; for woman, an altar.
The throne exalts; the alter sanctifies.
Man is the brain, woman, the heart.
The brain enlightens; the heart loves.
Light illimunates; love revives.
Man is the genius; woman, an angel. Genius is immeasurable. An angel is undefinable. A genius contemplates the infinite; an angel attains the unattainable.
The aspiration of man is supreme glory, the aspiration of woman is extreme virtue. To obtain glory, man does what is grand, to acquire virtrue, woman does what is divine.
Man has supremacy; woman the preference. Supremacy signifies strength; preference represents right.
Man is the symbol of heroism; woman, of martyrdom. Heroism ennobles; martyrdom sublimates.
Man is the code; woman, the gospel. The code corrects; the gospel perfects.
Man is the temple; woman, the sacrarium. To the temple, we reveal; to the sacrarium, we kneel.
Man thinks, woman dreams. To think is to recollect the past or to reason the present; to dream is to anticipate the future.
Man is the lake; woman, the ocean. The lake contains the poetry that dazzles; the ocean contains the pearl that beautifies.
Man is the eagle that flies; woman is the lark that sings. To fly is to dominate the space; to sing is to conquer the soul.
Man pursues the goal of conscience; woman follows the star of hope. Conscience guides; hope preserves.
Lastly, man is placed where earth ends; woman is placed where heaven begins.

Victor Hugo

‘Trapo’-like spins on UP tuition hikes

GET REAL
‘Trapo’-like spins on UP tuition hikes
By Solita Collas-Monsod
Inquirer

Published on Page A12 of the November 25, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer

IT IS neither accurate nor fair to associate all students of the University of the Philippines (UP) with the so-called boycott of classes that was supposed to have taken place this past Thursday in protest of proposed tuition and other fee increases. What is accurate to say is that there was no boycott, or the boycott attempt failed. Why can one say this? According to information from all the colleges on campus, the classes proceeded as usual -- none were cancelled for lack of attendance. And this was buttressed by my own personal experience -- I teach two lecture classes on Thursdays, held in an auditorium because of the large class-size, and both were well attended. Definitely, there was no diminution of attendance that would spell “boycott.”

What is accurate to say is that what occurred was a rally/demonstration, attended by anywhere from 200 to 400 people (whether they were all from the UP community, one could not be certain; neither was it certain whether the students at the rally were all UP students), per eyeball estimate. One cannot really tell from the pictures because they were all “tight” shots -- almost close-up, giving the viewer no idea of the magnitude of the crowd. Which is in itself a dead giveaway, because if the crowd was large, the pictures taken would have been panoramic.

Moreover, as anyone familiar with the Diliman campus knows, these rallies/demonstrations are commonplace, and are generally organized by the same groups. Nevertheless, in the spirit of academic freedom and freedom of speech, they are allowed, defended, and even encouraged by the UP authorities. In effect, a rally of that size is no big deal.

A logical question would be: Why were there relatively few participants (considering that there are more than 25,000 students on campus, not to mention about the 1,500 faculty and 2,200 other staff)? One reason for this could be that, in the main, the students were indifferent -- probably because they will not be affected by any tuition fee increase, since this will only be imposed on incoming freshmen. The principle underlying this is that there is an implicit contract with students who had entered under a particular tuition fee structure that the structure would remain unchanged until they finished their studies. Doing otherwise would be like perpetrating a hold-up on their families, who would have very little choice other than to pay, because it is difficult to change schools.

But another reason -- which is not considered by many because of the perception that everyone in UP is a leftist/radical -- is that the students, studied, with no preconceived notions, the De Dios Committee recommendations (the report was released over four months ago) and found them reasonable. They refused to be carried away by the slogans and buzzwords that they were being inundated with.

A stretch? I don’t think so. In my years on the faculty, I have found that UP students, for the most part, have more important priorities than to wave banners, throw eggs, or scream epithets. But the latter is the kind of behavior that gets the publicity, and gives rise to the perception (including, that of Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez, who should know better), that UP is a waste of public money.

Everyone has a right to his own opinion, of course. I do not quarrel with that. What I find disturbing, however, is a certain similarity between some campus leaders and their national counterparts: the tendency to take liberties with the truth. Putting their own spin, as it were the facts, until they are unrecognizable. The youth hate the “trapo” [traditional politicians] for doing it, but they seem to have no problems doing it themselves, if it helps their cause.

Take for example (if newspaper accounts are accurate) one UP student leader quoted as saying: “Can you imagine? From P6,000, you’ll suddenly have to shell out P18,000 a semester?” This young man must have known (unless he didn’t do his homework, in which case he is even more like his adult political counterparts), that only (incoming) freshmen whose annual family income is more than P500,000 a year -- i.e., those belonging to the top 5 percent of families in terms of income -- will have to pay that amount. Since it would be silly to waste his sympathy on them, or on those who will have to pay P30,000 a semester because their family annual income is over P1 million, he makes it appear as if all students have to pay that much.

Not content with that, he then expresses his concern that more and more indigent students would not be able to get into UP for the simple reason that they could not afford it. Excuse me? Again, he completely ignores (or just as bad, is ignorant of) the Student Tuition and Financial Assistance Program of UP. Under this, the poorest students are not only exempted from paying the tuition and other fees, they are also given stipends of P12,000 every semester. As I mentioned in last week’s column, even the not-so poor (with incomes of P70,001 to P135,000 a year) will not experience a tuition fee increase at all, because they will be given a 70 percent discount from the new fees. In other words, UP is definitely taking care of its poor but (intellectually) deserving students -- it has been doing so since 1989.

Intellectual dishonesty or incompetence has contributed to the nightmare that is Philippine governance. That it has started in one so young, an “iskolar ng bayan” [people’s scholar], and a possible future leader of the country, is a shame.

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i guess it's obvious that I agree with what's in this article. It's about time that the "silent majority" be represented by a not-so-silent smart woman, thank you very much.

People are Crazy

"ETHICS" will never be the same again. It's all Ces' fault. She just had to point out that "ETHICS" sounds like... uhmm, YOU KNOW WHAT. So the sentences, "May ethics ka ba?", "Ano meron sa ethics?" and "Ni-review mo na ba un ethics mo?" will be barred from our conversations. JUST BECAUSE. So I will just say... "Si Hazel may Ethics." at "si Ces mahilig sa Ethics." for the heck of it.

In line with our "ethics" running joke on my way home a carinderia caught my attention and got me into a looooooooong laughing streak. The carinderia's name is [drumroll please!] "Beth's Silog" .. I was like, you have got to be shittin' me.

Lastly, I was browsing through some profiles in Itzamatch and saw this one liner... "I'm not handsome but I have a heart-warming." Whatta way to end my day. Need I say more?

SAKTO





Something that is important to you is changing, Eunice, and you are beginning to doubt whether there's a future in it or not. It may be a career field, or it could be a romantic relationship. Confusion may dominate your thoughts throughout the day, and you aren't one to be comfortable with an uncertain future. You need to give this a lot of thought before coming to any decision. Hang in there.

Practicality can be your best tool in the search for love. After all, what's the point of falling for someone if the situation turns out to be unhealthy or destructive? Shouldn't love improve your life?

Leave My Tears Alone




They do not flow for you anymore.

They just flood my eyes and wait

for the exact moment where i'll blink.

Yet I refuse to blink, to close my eyes

or to just leave it half-open.

I refuse to let them wet my cheeks

that are aching to feel a smile.
Leave my tears alone, leave me

with nothing but flooded eyes

so that they'll shine from afar

when light comes and illuminates

the pond of loneliness.
Leave my tears alone,
they do not flow for you anymore.

True Friends Make You Happy

I feel rejuvenated because I got to hangout again with three of my bestest friends. I laugh sooo hard when I'm with them that it exhausts me. It's positively exhausting because I rarely laugh soo hard that my stomach hurts. It's refreshing, it's comforting, it's FUN FUN FUN FUN.

Bon: Pwde ba kayo maging ninang?
[natigilan kami ni Atoy, Abby at Eunice]
Bon: Sa kumpil.
Eunice: Di ka pa nakukumpilan?
Abs: Bakit mo naman pinatagal ng ganun?
Laughtrip.

Atoy: Nagkukuwentuhan nga kami ni Jomer, tinatanong nya What Sitti was like in college at ang sabi ko [sarcastic tone], MAS SIKAT PA KAMI NI EUNICE 'dun. Sya nga sa ramp lang sa gilid dumadaan pag pumapasok sa Econ, kami ni Eunice sa gitna tapos nagh-hi lahat ng tao. Si Eunice nga hanggang AS ang kasikatan, at ako naman mas maraming beses pa nag-perform kay Sitti nun college. [tonong nang-iinis]
Tawa ko ng tawa nun narinig ko 'to. Of course we were just kiddin... ALthough, totoo un mga sinabi ni Atoy except for Sitti using the ramp. We love her, she's a simple, pretty and nice girl. Sobrang talented pa. We're proud of her ng sobra.

I'm so happy that i'm gonna burst.

We're Cool... Aww Yeah.

We went to the Fort yesterday, me, Ces, Haze and Chris to "hangout". Where did we go? Sosyal na sosyal... Gonuts Donuts. Laugh all you want, WE'RE COOL. =P

Pero we had dinner naman at Zong. Natawa lang kami na pinili naming tumambay sa harap ng Gonuts para uminom ng coke, water at iced tea. Oh well.

It Must Really be the BANGS

Ok fine, I don't know what the UNIVERSE is trying to tell me but I sure feel like I'm sooooo back in the ballgame of LUUURVE. Well, not really LOVE but more of uhmm, ROMANCE and ATTRACTION.

It's only been a week after I decided to be a ROCKSTAR and well, i've been getting a lot of A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N. Three invitations from three different dudes? Come on! Check it out. Haha.

At ito pa, I just came from a Hulaan session with Toi in Starbucks and boy am I happy. Fine, not happy... more like looking forward to the coming six months and the things that "might" happen. Apparently, there's a guy in my future. WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT diba? [insert pang-BUBBLE GANG look] This guy's a law student "daw" [pwede rin daw kasi na law-related un profession nya] whom I have an"unfinished business" with. According to the cards, he's kind of poor [insecure] and uhm, he feels that I'm UNREACHABLE. Shalan! Sabi nga ni Veejay, "Paano kung ang hula sayo magiging successful ka at magkaka-boyfriend ka... pero ang catch SEKYU sya?" . Great. Sabay sabi ni Ricel, "E kung kamukha ni Channing Tatum un sekyu?" Salamat guys.

So, the only thing have to figure out is... WHO IS HE and WHERE IS HE?
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Segue, we got our NEGO and Sec Trans grades...... THANK YOU LORD. I promise to study harder because you gave me what i wished for. I got my drive back. Salamat po. Sabi ko nga kay Ana, grabe naman magbigay ng blessings si Lord. WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS ang DRAMA.

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On our way home, Haze and I failed to resist the temptation of enumerating everyone whom I am currently crushing on and whom I was crushing on in the law school. Pero since it's INCRIMINATING i can't really reveal their identities. She's as excited as I am, pero she's more naiinis because she didnt get the chance to be the object of the hulaan session. Next time ka na lang.

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Si Patty sina-silent churva.
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And to end this feel good entry here's another joke.

Butterfly din ako kahit itim ang pakpak ko...

---- Baklang Ipis

Last na lang...

Kung adik ka sa yosi...
Kung adik ka sa drugs...
MAY REHAB...
May REHAB...
MAY REHAB a little lamb.

Bwahaha.

Wow...

... that was weird. I guess my "bangs" worked. Suddenly, I'm hot.

It was a pleasant surprise, thank you. I wish I could say yes. I will next time.

I must admit, I'm flattered.

Realization

During a yosi break, Ces, Carlo and I got into a conversation about my romantic past. Actually, I bullied them into listening to my ramblings... In the middle of my discussing why "every li'l pseudo-relationship and almost love stories I had" ended, Ces made quite a startling observation. She declared that every reason I gave is connected to the future. Her exect words were, "Tignan mo na, ganun ka mag-isip e.. Puro in the future."

Totoo nga. As much as I have consistently considered myself as a commitment-phobe, I realized that I never really dated someone whom I thought I didnt have a future with. And, if somewhere along the way, I find out that his [the guy's] future doesn't fit how I imagine our future to be, I never really hesitated in ending the whole fiasco. That's me, I'm FUTURE-centric.

I guess I just believe that a relationship is not worth my time if there is no "future" involved in it. Though it must be fun, spontaneous and light... it doesn't necessarily follow that it has to be pointless. Oh well, thanks Ces for that eye-opener.

The Elevator Groupie

We are all made to believe that we should be headed in the same direction, inside a seemingly restrictive box that gives us free will a...