People are Crazy

"ETHICS" will never be the same again. It's all Ces' fault. She just had to point out that "ETHICS" sounds like... uhmm, YOU KNOW WHAT. So the sentences, "May ethics ka ba?", "Ano meron sa ethics?" and "Ni-review mo na ba un ethics mo?" will be barred from our conversations. JUST BECAUSE. So I will just say... "Si Hazel may Ethics." at "si Ces mahilig sa Ethics." for the heck of it.

In line with our "ethics" running joke on my way home a carinderia caught my attention and got me into a looooooooong laughing streak. The carinderia's name is [drumroll please!] "Beth's Silog" .. I was like, you have got to be shittin' me.

Lastly, I was browsing through some profiles in Itzamatch and saw this one liner... "I'm not handsome but I have a heart-warming." Whatta way to end my day. Need I say more?

SAKTO

Something that is important to you is changing, Eunice, and you are beginning to doubt whether there's a future in it or not. It may be a career field, or it could be a romantic relationship. Confusion may dominate your thoughts throughout the day, and you aren't one to be comfortable with an uncertain future. You need to give this a lot of thought before coming to any decision. Hang in there.

Practicality can be your best tool in the search for love. After all, what's the point of falling for someone if the situation turns out to be unhealthy or destructive? Shouldn't love improve your life?

Leave My Tears Alone

They do not flow for you anymore.
They just flood my eyes and wait
for the exact moment where i'll blink.
Yet I refuse to blink, to close my eyes
or to just leave it half-open.
I refuse to let them wet my cheeks
that are aching to feel a smile.
Leave my tears alone, leave me
with nothing but flooded eyes
so that they'll shine from afar
when light comes and illuminates
the pond of loneliness.
Leave my tears alone,
they do not flow for you anymore.

True Friends Make You Happy

I feel rejuvenated because I got to hangout again with three of my bestest friends. I laugh sooo hard when I'm with them that it exhausts me. It's positively exhausting because I rarely laugh soo hard that my stomach hurts. It's refreshing, it's comforting, it's FUN FUN FUN FUN.

Bon: Pwde ba kayo maging ninang?
[natigilan kami ni Atoy, Abby at Eunice]
Bon: Sa kumpil.
Eunice: Di ka pa nakukumpilan?
Abs: Bakit mo naman pinatagal ng ganun?

Laughtrip.

Atoy: Nagkukuwentuhan nga kami ni Jomer, tinatanong nya What Sitti was like in college at ang sabi ko [sarcastic tone], MAS SIKAT PA KAMI NI EUNICE 'dun. Sya nga sa ramp lang sa gilid dumadaan pag pumapasok sa Econ, kami ni Eunice sa gitna tapos nagh-hi lahat ng tao. Si Eunice nga hanggang AS ang kasikatan, at ako naman mas maraming beses pa nag-perform kay Sitti nun college. [tonong nang-iinis]

Tawa ko ng tawa nun narinig ko 'to. Of course we were just kiddin... ALthough, totoo un mga sinabi ni Atoy except for Sitti using the ramp. We love her, she's a simple, pretty and nice girl. Sobrang talented pa. We're proud of her ng sobra.

I'm so happy that i'm gonna burst.

We're Cool... Aww Yeah.

We went to the Fort yesterday, me, Ces, Haze and Chris to "hangout". Where did we go? Sosyal na sosyal... Gonuts Donuts. Laugh all you want, WE'RE COOL. =P

Pero we had dinner naman at Zong. Natawa lang kami na pinili naming tumambay sa harap ng Gonuts para uminom ng coke, water at iced tea. Oh well.

It Must Really be the BANGS

Ok fine, I don't know what the UNIVERSE is trying to tell me but I sure feel like I'm sooooo back in the ballgame of LUUURVE. Well, not really LOVE but more of uhmm, ROMANCE and ATTRACTION.

It's only been a week after I decided to be a ROCKSTAR and well, i've been getting a lot of A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N. Three invitations from three different dudes? Come on! Check it out. Haha.

At ito pa, I just came from a Hulaan session with Toi in Starbucks and boy am I happy. Fine, not happy... more like looking forward to the coming six months and the things that "might" happen. Apparently, there's a guy in my future. WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT diba? [insert pang-BUBBLE GANG look] This guy's a law student "daw" [pwede rin daw kasi na law-related un profession nya] whom I have an"unfinished business" with. According to the cards, he's kind of poor [insecure] and uhm, he feels that I'm UNREACHABLE. Shalan! Sabi nga ni Veejay, "Paano kung ang hula sayo magiging successful ka at magkaka-boyfriend ka... pero ang catch SEKYU sya?" . Great. Sabay sabi ni Ricel, "E kung kamukha ni Channing Tatum un sekyu?" Salamat guys.

So, the only thing have to figure out is... WHO IS HE and WHERE IS HE?
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Segue, we got our NEGO and Sec Trans grades...... THANK YOU LORD. I promise to study harder because you gave me what i wished for. I got my drive back. Salamat po. Sabi ko nga kay Ana, grabe naman magbigay ng blessings si Lord. WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS ang DRAMA.

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On our way home, Haze and I failed to resist the temptation of enumerating everyone whom I am currently crushing on and whom I was crushing on in the law school. Pero since it's INCRIMINATING i can't really reveal their identities. She's as excited as I am, pero she's more naiinis because she didnt get the chance to be the object of the hulaan session. Next time ka na lang.

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Si Patty sina-silent churva.
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And to end this feel good entry here's another joke.

Butterfly din ako kahit itim ang pakpak ko...

---- Baklang Ipis

Last na lang...

Kung adik ka sa yosi...
Kung adik ka sa drugs...
MAY REHAB...
May REHAB...
MAY REHAB a little lamb.

Bwahaha.

Wow...

... that was weird. I guess my "bangs" worked. Suddenly, I'm hot.

It was a pleasant surprise, thank you. I wish I could say yes. I will next time.

I must admit, I'm flattered.

Realization

During a yosi break, Ces, Carlo and I got into a conversation about my romantic past. Actually, I bullied them into listening to my ramblings... In the middle of my discussing why "every li'l pseudo-relationship and almost love stories I had" ended, Ces made quite a startling observation. She declared that every reason I gave is connected to the future. Her exect words were, "Tignan mo na, ganun ka mag-isip e.. Puro in the future."

Totoo nga. As much as I have consistently considered myself as a commitment-phobe, I realized that I never really dated someone whom I thought I didnt have a future with. And, if somewhere along the way, I find out that his [the guy's] future doesn't fit how I imagine our future to be, I never really hesitated in ending the whole fiasco. That's me, I'm FUTURE-centric.

I guess I just believe that a relationship is not worth my time if there is no "future" involved in it. Though it must be fun, spontaneous and light... it doesn't necessarily follow that it has to be pointless. Oh well, thanks Ces for that eye-opener.

I Got Banged II

ZAIRA-inspired Pictures... ROCKER CHICK ang drama. Rock on!!!

I Got Banged.

Because I'm so sick of my same old hairstyle... my crazy self got a pair of scissors and cut away. So, I am now banged. FULL BANGS ITO. Edgy kung edgy. Bahala na. Hehe.

Be posting some pics maya-maya. Zaira ng Rockstar Supernova ang drama ko e. Haha.

Kapanahunan nanaman...

Kapanahunan nanaman...
... ng malalamig na mga gabi.
... ng bibingka, puto-bumbong at simbang gabi.
... ng bigayan ng regalo, tanggapan ng regalo, batuhan ng regalo.
... ng mga hawakan ng kamay, akapang walang-malay, halikang matagumpay at paglalambingang walang humpay. 
... ng kasentihan, masinsinang usapan at iyakan.

PASKO na... susundan nanaman ang TALA.