It Must Really be the BANGS

Ok fine, I don't know what the UNIVERSE is trying to tell me but I sure feel like I'm sooooo back in the ballgame of LUUURVE. Well, not really LOVE but more of uhmm, ROMANCE and ATTRACTION.

It's only been a week after I decided to be a ROCKSTAR and well, i've been getting a lot of A-T-T-E-N-T-I-O-N. Three invitations from three different dudes? Come on! Check it out. Haha.

At ito pa, I just came from a Hulaan session with Toi in Starbucks and boy am I happy. Fine, not happy... more like looking forward to the coming six months and the things that "might" happen. Apparently, there's a guy in my future. WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT diba? [insert pang-BUBBLE GANG look] This guy's a law student "daw" [pwede rin daw kasi na law-related un profession nya] whom I have an"unfinished business" with. According to the cards, he's kind of poor [insecure] and uhm, he feels that I'm UNREACHABLE. Shalan! Sabi nga ni Veejay, "Paano kung ang hula sayo magiging successful ka at magkaka-boyfriend ka... pero ang catch SEKYU sya?" . Great. Sabay sabi ni Ricel, "E kung kamukha ni Channing Tatum un sekyu?" Salamat guys.

So, the only thing have to figure out is... WHO IS HE and WHERE IS HE?
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Segue, we got our NEGO and Sec Trans grades...... THANK YOU LORD. I promise to study harder because you gave me what i wished for. I got my drive back. Salamat po. Sabi ko nga kay Ana, grabe naman magbigay ng blessings si Lord. WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS ang DRAMA.

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On our way home, Haze and I failed to resist the temptation of enumerating everyone whom I am currently crushing on and whom I was crushing on in the law school. Pero since it's INCRIMINATING i can't really reveal their identities. She's as excited as I am, pero she's more naiinis because she didnt get the chance to be the object of the hulaan session. Next time ka na lang.

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Si Patty sina-silent churva.
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And to end this feel good entry here's another joke.

Butterfly din ako kahit itim ang pakpak ko...

---- Baklang Ipis

Last na lang...

Kung adik ka sa yosi...
Kung adik ka sa drugs...
MAY REHAB...
May REHAB...
MAY REHAB a little lamb.

Bwahaha.

Wow...

... that was weird. I guess my "bangs" worked. Suddenly, I'm hot.

It was a pleasant surprise, thank you. I wish I could say yes. I will next time.

I must admit, I'm flattered.

Realization

During a yosi break, Ces, Carlo and I got into a conversation about my romantic past. Actually, I bullied them into listening to my ramblings... In the middle of my discussing why "every li'l pseudo-relationship and almost love stories I had" ended, Ces made quite a startling observation. She declared that every reason I gave is connected to the future. Her exect words were, "Tignan mo na, ganun ka mag-isip e.. Puro in the future."

Totoo nga. As much as I have consistently considered myself as a commitment-phobe, I realized that I never really dated someone whom I thought I didnt have a future with. And, if somewhere along the way, I find out that his [the guy's] future doesn't fit how I imagine our future to be, I never really hesitated in ending the whole fiasco. That's me, I'm FUTURE-centric.

I guess I just believe that a relationship is not worth my time if there is no "future" involved in it. Though it must be fun, spontaneous and light... it doesn't necessarily follow that it has to be pointless. Oh well, thanks Ces for that eye-opener.

I Got Banged II

ZAIRA-inspired Pictures... ROCKER CHICK ang drama. Rock on!!!

I Got Banged.

Because I'm so sick of my same old hairstyle... my crazy self got a pair of scissors and cut away. So, I am now banged. FULL BANGS ITO. Edgy kung edgy. Bahala na. Hehe.

Be posting some pics maya-maya. Zaira ng Rockstar Supernova ang drama ko e. Haha.

Kapanahunan nanaman...

Kapanahunan nanaman...
... ng malalamig na mga gabi.
... ng bibingka, puto-bumbong at simbang gabi.
... ng bigayan ng regalo, tanggapan ng regalo, batuhan ng regalo.
... ng mga hawakan ng kamay, akapang walang-malay, halikang matagumpay at paglalambingang walang humpay. 
... ng kasentihan, masinsinang usapan at iyakan.

PASKO na... susundan nanaman ang TALA.

Rebirth

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these are pictures of Renz, the twins' cousin. He reminded us of the twins so we took pictures of him...

Closure [Sam, alam kong hinihintay mo 'to]

I think I finally got "it" last Wednesday. I think we're friends again.

Japh: Handa ka na ba?
Euns: Saan?
Japh: Na makita sya?
Euns: Di ko nga sya naisip e. Naman o.

Ed: Di naman naging kayo diba?
Euns: Hindi.
Ed: E ano ang problema?
Euns: Wala naman problema e.

AM: Di ka raw namamansin e.
Euns: Di naman nya ko kinausap.
AM: Nag-hi kaya sya sayo.
Euns: Di ko sya nakita.

There was silence anticipation amongst us who knew of "THAT LETTER". I wasn't really looking forward to seeing him, in fact, I was half-hoping that he won't be there. It may be attributed to the fact that well, it was him who chose to not be friends with me anymore.

But like all wounds, mine finally got healed. It was awkward and I won't deny that. I guess it was the twins' way also of forcing us into leaving the past behind. Now, I'm glad he was there.

Euns: Suplado ka parin sa personal a.
Guy: [smiles, hugged me from behind... long, tight and lingering... heartwarming... the hug which we shall now call the, "TGIS HUG"... It got me into thinking of what he wanted to say with that hug. I'm betting on, "Im sorry that I had to do that. I felt like it was the right thing to do. I didnt mean to hurt you. I hope you're doin ok." or "Let's just forget about what happened and be friends again."]
Euns: Ano naman un, ang laki-laki mo na ganyan ka parin. *smiled and said to self "Ok na un, di naman ako mahilig sa mga confrontation e, the last time i had a really intense situation, i ended up biting my nail and looking out the window thinking of why i had to be in that situation."

That was it. I guess I can now admit it, he was once THE GUY. As I watch him grieve for his bestfriends, I couldnt help but feel guilty for making it a li'l bit harder by being around. But like what I said, I guess it's God's way of giving me that closure that I thought will never come. We're friends again.

That's good enough.

At Nasan ang BAGYO? Aber?!

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Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Nice doggy."

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Illustrated Ironic Reunion

Ironic Reunion

Last Wednesday, the MYSTICAL FIVE, together with Ed and Bebang, went to Pampanga for the last night of the wake and the burial the next day... My friends and I talked about how odd life's jokes are. DRY HUMOR. Kasi kami, we havent seen each other in ages, and the only time we finally found time to be together now that we have to see Peter and Paul go. Ironic and sad.

The twin's untimely death, though shocking and unexpected, paved the way for a much needed reunion. It gave life to the memories of our college years that we temporarily have almost forgotten. Suddenly, it's like it was only yesterday when we were struggling Iskolars ng Bayan, looking at a life full of promise and a string of problems [some of 'em really petty].

It's another thing reason for me to say thank you to Peter and Paul. They made us realize how important it is to appreciate our lives, AT PRESENT... While we still have time. There's no room for hangups. We should be happy now, with hope of being happier in the future.