Not my Type?

Dear Eunice,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Saturday, September 30:

This person just isn't your type -- but other than that, do you have any objections? If not, then what's the harm of going out on one date? Expand your horizons. You might discover something -- or someone -- great.

PALOYS!!!

I bumped into Paloys tonight.

Boy was I thrilled! Due to IMMINENT DANGER, I cannot fully narrate the things that he said. But I am just soooooooo happy to see him. Oo Paloys, magaling din ako mag-english di lang nahalata masyado sa UP, hehe. Oo, mukhang resident host na rin ako ng Ateneo, katulad ng pagiging resident host ko sa UP. Pero IDOL parin kita, sa lahat ng bagay. [Lalo na sa pagtatanong ng capital ng AUSTRALIA... uhmm, Buenos Aires? hahahahaha] Well, he's leaving for Netherlands tomorrow so I wish him luck but because he's soooo smart, I'd rather wish him more "KNOWLEDGE". And happiness, and world peace and peace of mind. Above all, I wish he'd bring home a yummy guy for me. Pretty please? hehe. See you soon "HOTTIE".=P

Be careful what you wish for...

Do you guys remember Wishmaster 1,2,3.... [whichever number it ends]? Well, that was what I got reminded of after going through the non-rest that was Thursday and Friday. When I asked err, wished for FREECUTS, of course I intended it to be stress-free, harmless and PEACEFUL freecuts. Not the MILENYO-I-WILL-DESTROY-METROMANILA Freecut that we got. I mean, I am selfish, but NOT THAT SELFISH.... at least not yet. I HATE IT. I'd rather recite than go through 2 days without electricity again. I mean it. Sort of. Metro Manila's a mess. Well, yeah it was "a mess" before the storm but this time, it's uhmm.. LITERAL. Rockwell's a mess too. That's new. Rockwell isnt normally written beside the word MESS or whatever's synonymous to MESS. Oh well.

If there's something I got from this episode, it's oversleeping. What affirmed my theory that I TOTALLY OVERSLEPT? I started remembering my dreams. [Yeah, I kind of wished in the past for me to remember my dreams because I RARELY remember them] Worse? All my dreams involved death. Nah, I'm not looking at it in a superstitious kind of way, i've had a lot of similar dreams in the past. In fact, almost all of the dreams that I remember involved violence, may it be REAL or MAGICAL [remember the Tamara, the witch, dream?].

Dream 1:
LOST inspired. I was with Sawyer. Yes, that hot piece of ass Sawyer from LOST. I think we're sort of partners. He killed someone and I helped him hide the body. Why wouldnt I? Didnt I just say that he's one hot piece of ass?

Dream 2:
I was with a guy friend and we were shopping. Then he had this brilliant idea of getting a tattoo. So we passed by a group of bullies... no, HOODLUMS. They beat my friend up, I ran away asking for help Then I dont know how i got my friend, we ran until we reached my house. There was a really important POLITICAL CONVENTION inside my house. Even Mike Defensor was there. Then I was asking for help but nobody was paying attention. The NPA came and asked my Dad to join them. Then I asked 'em if they can protect us from the Hoodlums and they said yes. So I persuaded my Dad to join 'em. Then in the evening, a group of NPA's came... two of them are wounded, one guy and one baby.... Then I WOKE UP.

Nope, they werent nightmates because I didnt wake up sweating nor was I out of breath. I was perfectly calm. So, when I narrated to Ana the details of my dream, she just had one brilliant interpretation and I quote, "Ibig sabihin, meron ka lang inclination to like Sado-masochism."

Right. It all boils down to sex. Thanks a lot Ana.

ONE BIG PAYT KUNG PAYT!

Pucha. Talo Ateneo. Walang chace ne freecut sa Monday. Wala pang victory party. Ang masaklap, parang na-affirm un TSAMBA lang. Di man lang lumamang. Di man lang lumapit ng malapit na malapit. Napayosi na tuloy ng Marl Red. Ewan.

Love? Yeah, it still exists.

My friend got married. He found the love of his life and so he got married. I guess love still exists. I mean, not too long ago... he was sort of a womanizer and he was unsure. Now, he looks in love. I know that look. Everybody knows what "BEING IN LOVE" looks like. He looks like that.

No, people who are in love don't just GLOW. They don't look overly happy. They just have this, "I CAN GET THROUGH THIS DAY NO MATTER WHAT" aura. It's infectious. People feel better around men/women in love. Not all the time though.

Love reminds us of a lot of things. Most are good, some are bad. It exists. We call it intangible but for believers like myself... LOVE is TANGIBLE. It's as tangible as that scar you get when you lose it.

What to DO?

Dear Eunice,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Thursday, September 28:

You're in a strange spot. Part of you relishes your comfortable routine, but the other part of you knows it's time for something new, especially when it comes to how you love (not to mention how you live). What to do?

WHAT TO DO? WHAT TO DO? Rach, i'm now sure even the stars want me to start dating again!!! It's not only the rain, it's the stars. So, Lord... [winks]

Must be the hormones.

Euns : do you ever feel like you need to hold hands with someone just because? na parang at a certain moment, YOU NEED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP? Coz im beginning to think that im being pathetic and needy.
Lagsh: i've been there and i think i'm through sa ganyan . Ever since my heartbreak. But then i realize there's more to it
Euns: it's weird really. because im not really the type. i mean, i joke about human warmth and all these mushy shit that people expect you to feel but this is the first time that i feel like i really NEED A GUY. More to it?
Lagsh : i felt i needed a girl about 2 years ago.actually, sometimes i feel it still today. but then, i ask myself, for what?
Euns: wait, i dont need a PARTICULAR GUY which makes it even weirder.
Lagsh: yeah me too. i just wanted someone. no one in particular.
Euns: : i cant grasp the whole feeling really. and i cannot accept the feeling of just wanting. it's so freakin' illogical.
Lagsh: probably hormones. bwahaha
Euns: pwede rin e. i thought of that too.
Lagsh: why dont you try getting in one. to know or pacify whatever it is that bothers you
Euns: easier said than done. haha especially for someone who's social life is equal to her nights at starbs studying the law.
Lagsh: well, thats law school for us
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yeah. that's law school. Btw I wanna congratulate my friend Lagsh for his successful play. And for the invitation he just accepted. And for LIVING his LIFE. I so envy you man. I hope your entry gets nominated for CineMalaya.

Rain on my Parade... please.

I am beginning to believe that I'm kind of a "psychic". Why? Well, i didnt go to class today feeling like it's ok to not go to class. I didnt feel guilty or anything, considering that i havent been called to recite yet in partnership and that I have Land Titles and Criminal Law to worry about. Rach kind of made me decide not to go to school. I NEED A BREAK. And i cant really focus when I have already pinpointed what I should do and I didnt do it. So I slept and slept and ate and watched TV and slept... then Mel called me to ask if I was going to school. Voila! We didnt have class for Partnership. So... swerte.

But wait there's more... NO CLASSES TOMORROW. We are definitely on a roll [quoted from Pattykins]. No classes for three days in a row? That's like a FREAKY OMEN. I just hope it's a prelude to something GREATER than no classes. Uhmm, Lord... How about that BOYTOY? =P Err, BOYLET... I dont wanna have to resort to knitting [i.e. Meredith and Issy from Grey's Anatomy]

NEED to stop Drought. Now.

Date of Birth: 14/05

You may be feeling like you want more freedom from a certain situation, Eunice. Perhaps it is your own emotions that you wish to distance yourself from, or there is a person in your life that you are feeling smothered by. On one hand, you long for company and intimacy in order to fill an inner void, while on the other hand, you resent having to be so needy. Make sure you are whole before you sink too deeply into a relationship with another.

Yeah, thanks you for pointing that out. Even my horoscope agrees that I NEED TO BE INTIMATE NOW. I am human. I need human warmth.

Seriously? Seriously!

I just wasted one day. I went to school for Property and Negotiable Instruments and well, FREECUT. Announcements were made at 2pm and 7pm, separately. Yes, we had to wait for five hours. Seriously? Seriously.

I am not totally unhappy about it, it's not everyday that we get freecuts from our professors. It's just that I wouldve appreciated the cuts more if I was at home, resting. No kidding, people are panicking because a few weeks from now, the dreaded FINALS WEEK'll once again terrorize the already confused and crazy law students that we all are. 8 days for 9 subjects. Can't wait. Seriously? Seriously!

Earlier this evening, while the women of our block were bonding and waiting for the bittersweet FREECUT announcement, Ana succeeded in making us all happy. Chiara was sort of examining Paopao's bigger than big umbrella and was trying to open it. Ana noticed that Chiara was having a "hard time" so she decided to play the part of the "nagmamarunong na kaibigan" and told Kya to give her the umbrella. Kya did give her the umbrella and the anticipation slowly built up amongst the now UNBELIEVABLY BORED women of my block. Ana, in the beginning, slowly tried to open the now popular umbrella. And then she opened it ALL THE WAY. And when I say all the way, i did mean ALL THE WAY. She opened it until the umbrella was uhmm, UPSIDE DOWN [that result you get when the WIND's being a bitch and you're in EDSA trying to not get wet because of the bitchier RAIN] That's not the fun part, since the GIRLS highly anticipated the UMBRELLA OPENING, unexpectedly, we all shouted in panic when we saw the now inverted umbrella. The panicky shouting was followed by a series of hyena-soundung laughter. Seriously? Seriously!

We havent started discussing the AGENCY par tof our Partnership and Agency class. Seriously? Seriously!

Two of my friends didnt pass the Ateneo Human Rights application process. Tough luck. I guess you guys arent HUMAN RIGHTS ADVOCATES material. Seriously? Seriously. Hehe. Love you both but uhmm, let's just go rafting in Cagayan De Oro? =P

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO GO ON A DATE BEFORE THE FINALS. Or at least go meet someone at a bar like I used to. Seriously? Seriously.

Why? Just because.

"I Still Can't Blog" but I'm trying anyway.

I decided to sort of add tags to my blog. I want to categorize everything. I know it's going to be a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG process before I can finally organize everything I wrote in the past three years but it's worth a shot. Especially now that I am still "CHASING MY MUSE".

This whole "I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG" drama got me into thinking of the changes within me. I don't look at things the way I used to look at them. Everyday has become a whole new discovery for me. It's kind of hard to be in THAT STAGE again. That "I'm-not-sure-where-i'm-going-but-i'll-continue-to-walk-anyway" stage. I still want this. I really do. It's just that when I try to picture myself a few years from now, I get gazillions of images. It's like my mind's one big clutter-bin. Argh.


I rarely have time to contemplate about anything nowadays. When did life become so routinary? I hate monotony. At least that's what I try to impose upon myself. But the people who know me [really know me] can attest to the fact that I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF CHANGE EITHER. So which is which? Didnt I just say that i'm a CLUTTER BIN? At least i'm consistent.