It’s amazing how in one day, a person begins to feel things she never felt before. It’s surprising how life is the biggest comedian that anyone will ever meet. For almost three days now, my mind’s been filled with thoughts of “what-could-be’s” involving someone I just met, well “sort of just met.” A year in law school made me mature, but I guess my maturing doesn’t stop me from being heavily infatuated with a guy. I just realized that I am not really that hard to figure out, I fall for guys who uhmm, make me laugh and make me feel special. A single moment of pseudo-intimacy lures me into thinking that I like the warmth that I get from the person. This warmth tells me that he isn’t afraid of me, the loud me, the foolish me, the shallow me, and every intricacy that is me. It’s easy to be friends with me but it’s hard to really figure out what I am into.
I am beginning to know more about him, we’ve been talking and sharing a few “us” time together. I don’t think it’s anything romantic… yet. I don’t even believe it will go any further simply because there is no way we can continue seeing each other. When the school year starts, my being a social outcast will resume and he’ll begin to realize how impossible it is for us go deeper. Sad,sad reality.
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